Before We Come Undone

Today is the last day of Febuary
and also the last day of CNY
Super boring now ~_~
when i'm boring only a certain people can makes me un-bored
but now non of it =(


Nothing to do now...
insteed of on9 and day dreaming =="
later have to do my homeworks @@
and read the novels
if not later my english teacher will scold ~~
change timetables already....
maybe my school is too free so keep on changing the timetables =="
well...we haven get the paper yet
but i had copy it down
hope later night i won't mistaken go and pack the previous timetables' books ><


I have tried my best to think topics...
what to write here
to make my post longer a little bit
but seem i just can write until here
so...ya...
it will be an end of this post =)
ciaozzz...

Unusual Feeling

We decided went to The Curve yesterday
but my dad accidentally forgot he have class at night
so cancel it already
and postpone to today =)
but.....after my music class
we went to SS2 ate our dinner then
my dad said there have a bad traffic jams
so cancel again ~_~



Still have 2 more new year clothes i haven wear
so i wore it today
and it is a skirt??
i have been sooo long did not wearing skirt
and now i'm wearing again
feel like uncomfortable =="
my brother said I was like tom boy
don't like to wear skirt XD
i'm wearing short for many years
and i get use to it
suddenlly asked me to wear skirt
sure will uncomfortable =="
well...this coming new year
i'll buy skirt XD


My dad asked my brother
start to teach me how to drive O.O????
wow....drive auto XD my mum's car...
my brother said is good to learn now
you have to get use to it
how it feels when u r driving
if not later will be like me last time
sooooo panic, scare and frightening until the hand becums cold and bergentar XD
omg...just can't wait for it...haha~~


Sienz ah~ monday start school again
have to wear tie again
I hate wearing tie ><
i'll stop here
ciaozz ppl =)

It will tough

but.....I know i can do it

no matter how hard it is

Undisclosed Desires

Today is holiday
well, is everyone waiting for ryte?
i'm happy
even though it is just a day


When I was having my lunch with my family
my dad suddenlly told me
you looks abit fat
OMG @@
I was so sad to hear that
and I look myself in the mirror
there's ntg different??
I don't look fat?
even that abit fat also no??
oR i'm trying to lie to myself?
but is not, really =="
but i was quite scare that i'm fat
so...from now onwards
this following 1 week
i must cut cut cut cut!!!
cannot eat too much le
have to suffer a little bit of hungry T_T
but...I can thin back within 2 or 3 days
GAMBATE!! =(


I have to force myself to study
but still.....lazy....
exam is around the corner
1 more week?? or 2 week??
it will be exam
if i'm not mistaken
oh gosh....
1st of all....i have to master up my acc and mod mathes
sejarah.....nvm...if i have time i'll read for it
even though i know i will fail this subject XD

Tired

Good Looks Attracts The Eyes, Personality Attracts The Heart

I saw the rain dripping right in front of me,

on the glass of the car...

it's crying for me

Today have english lesson

and yesterday teacher had remind us to bring literature book

but I forgot to bring!!!!

my teacher was so scary =="

she start shouting LOL

OMG @@

is going crazy, I can't even breathe....

I was trying hard to think

what's the good reason

and I keep on saying it in my mind ><""

but lucky...

maybe...

sometimes we should beleive on LUCKY

is not "mi xing" ~_~

I was too lucky

she din't noticed it

I was like huuuuuuuuu....

finally I had put down a heavy stone inside my heart XD

1 hour and 10 minutes is just like 1 year for me that time ~_~

HATE TO STAY BACK

I think nobodys will like it rite?? hehe...

Todya is sukan tara

it means today is the last day of rumah sukan

wooohooo

but....

it RAINNING XD

i love it

and this is wad I waitong for

and it cancel

so my group and I went to old town to buy somthing

and sitted in the MCD there

to start our work

ooh....is freaking tired ~_~

Weeeee =D

tomorrow is holiday

even though it's just one day

but...i'm still happy for it XD

ok then

ntg much to post

so ciaozz ppl =)

I knew I have to past this test

It Getting Fate Away

Helloooo there...
i'm enjoying eat fruits LOL
herm...i'm starting to relex now
coz last 2 days I was soooo busy
rushing to finish my hws
we have to learn how to relex XD


Yesterday so late only sleep
coz busy doing power point about science
when came to sc lesson
we only know that
i'm in group 4
so we just have to do question 4
but we did all the 6 questions ><
how stupid it is hahhaha
it's our group turn to present
but....we can't open my power point
coz i'm using 2007
and school 1 still using 2003 LOL
should go and update update~~
haha...


Gonna die soon
carnival and exam is around the corner!!
and I still don't know everything
i mean i still haven revision and understand anything about it
sign...
and and and
i have to busy do items for the leo selling =="

Gives you hell

What A Day

What a day today
i was busy doing my homeworks
from the school start until after school LOL
and finally...
i've done quite alot of homeworks ><
but now....i'm rushing do the power point for tomorrow's science presentation
ohgosh...stressful ~_~


Aiks....Florence had posted some pictures at facebook
when the day that celebrating Kim Yen's birthday
ohgosh....i really looks like a white ghost
and and and
my eyes rili........~_~
haiz...whatever just don't want tot alk about it
anyway....
god please help me
i have to finish the power point by today !!!

Just Stop It

A history behind me just letting me down
I have reason why I can't do it
you may not like me but I don't mind
you don't like to talk to me I don't mind
coz I am always be alone every night


Hey you please stop scolding me for no reason!!
Just becoz you don't like it
doesn't mean you can simply scold people like you're the king!
I can't hear what you said clearly
It's not my fault!!

Your attitude

getting me frustrated!

Move On

It seem this holidays gonna end few more hours
and that time is also my parent start to "bai tian gong"
they brought many things....
it looks quite complicated to pray =="
nah...pray is always so complicated
I had follow my mum for many years to the temples
well....until now I still not really know how to pray


Loosing someone you have so many memories which is the HARDEST thing ever
above that sentences, i'd copy from somewhere else haha
it makes me to think about you
how are you??
we have been not contact each other for almost three years
hope you will be fine always =)


And i'm here to wish to those who birthday tomorrow
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOO YOU =D
may all your wish will comes true =)
so that's all from now
so yea...
ciaozzz ppl =)

I'm so dead right now

can anyone tell me how many friendship worth?

I'm In Pieces, Fix Me Up

I'm not happy. Someone keeps playing fool on me.

Is good to have some jokes

BUT! YOUR "JOKES" IS TOO OVER!

watch out your mouth

this is not what god gives you a proper mouth for.

Tired to break my heart, it's broke

I'm So Blur

SO FAN AHHH!!!!!!
so many homeworks haven done yet
and one more thing
and I totally forgot about it
is preapare my oral english
but i'm still here on9....
oh someone please kill me right now!!!


Exam is around the corner
I haven preapare anything yet
1) acc
2) add mathes
3) sej
4) econ
5) sc
I don't even understand at all T^T
amitofo....please give me strength & confidence


Today...
I though it have music class
but....i've mistaken ><
when i reached there
I saw the shop were close
OMG....
lucky have bookshop to let me stay at there for 1 hour @@


I hate this feeling
hope it will gone as soon as possible
why I just can't be myself?

Sweet Turns To Bitter

You give me a cold feeling

I feel I have been left so behind

What Now?

Went to Mid Valley today
overall is okay
but today is a day that I went out sooooo late
about 8pm only reached my house
I think I should celebrate it
seem it is the first time I back home that late =)


I HATE MYSELF MUCH
aiyer...I really sucks in sport ><
I always imagine that i'm a good dancer and good in sport =(
and I think I needs more brains ><
cause when I reached home
I only noticed that I haven ate my dinner!!!
what's wrong with me????
I faster go and cooked a maggie mee to eat LOL
I had take some picures with Florence...
will be upload soon =)

Autumn's Call

Seem holiday is going to end soon...
I force myself to do the homeworks ><
today is a very boring day for me
my parent and my brother went out already
just me alone stay in the house T^T
going out tomorrow
hope everything will be ok =)

I know I know

this picture looks like ghost =p

Something break inside

Unlucky CNY

Things just goes MESSEY!!!!

ohgosh ><

what should I do now....

If I can't keep my faith

sry...

I Watch The Night Turns Light Blue

Huuuu....

finally, i'm BACK!!!

yea...coz yesterday

I went to KL one of the hotel

and stayed there for 2 days 1 night

went to ste dinner at PAVILLION

wooooooot =D

But...

time flies so fast

and today

I should start doing my homeworks

and prepaid for my english oral

haiz....
so stress when think about oral LOL

just wish this 1 week holidays

don't end forever T^T

Weeeee =)

finally I can transfer pictures from my phone to my pc =="

well....I just found my fon dics

that why I can transfer @@

I act like nothing

doesn't mean that I don't care about it

Confused @@

Just came back from my hometown...
extreamatelly tired ><
home sweet home =)
my house ah~~
here I come XD
I seriouslly miss my bed so much ><


I SERIOUSLLY PISSED OFF CNY ~_~
for certain things
i'm not going to mention it here...
woohoo...my cousin she was a girl
no i should say she is a lady XD
she bring her boyfriend here
and ate with the whole family @@
after this fetch my brother to my father side grandmother house
then we go to pray pray pray =="
"gam si 5 tong wong yat"
yea...coz there were not many people praying or bla bla bla
compare to last few years
wow @@
full of human
crowded like hell
inside there whole is smoke
and made my eyes full of tears
to wrap off the smoke XD


There were 4 place for my mother to pray ~_~
complete two and the next 2 place
we will pray it tomorrow
and today we go and pray
and I help my mum to burn that yellow paper
and brought a.............gelang?
I lost it 2 last time
if I not mistaken
now my mum said it is very good
you cannot lost it again LOL


One thing really made me sad is
my fon T^T
when I was in the hotel
when I wanna bath
I always bring it into the bathroom as usuall
and put it under my dirty clothes on the table...
after finished bathed
I wanna took the dirty clothes and horow it into a plastic
and I totally forgot about my fon
and and and.......
it fell down onto the floor
the batery came out T^T
btw...this is not the first time haiz....
I hate my hand
why can't I take things carefully??
always want to drop this drop that ><
and one more thing....
I don't know how to explain
and I can't a picture on it
cause can't see clearly on the picture...


Weeeee =)
finally can wear new clothes...
and I got take some picture on it
but I don't dare to upload XD

...

It's My Life

I express my feeling through a picture

that's what I am all the time =(

A Wish

An early wish...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (to those who are in relationship)
&
HAPPY SINGLE DAY (to those who are single)

Faith makes all things possible,
hope makes things work,
love makes all things beatiful and
prosperity makes all things affordable
besides, whatever you are
no matter you are in relationship or single
hope you have all the above =)
GONG XI FA CAI =)


Btw, single isn't that bad
i love it =)
i enjoy being single...

Speechless

I AM SO BORING     ~_~

ohgosh >< what should I do rignt now?
there's nothing I can do
except onlining (but no one can chat to)
hear song (yea that's what I always do)
downloading songs (happy do download new songs)
and blogging ~_~
even though I have no idea what to blog about...
i'm so boring seriously ><
someone please help me =(
speechless at the moment @@


Just download Rihanna new song
OMG IT'S SO DAMN NICE!! (for me la)
Russian Roulette << this is the song's name
you all should go and heard it haha...
I LOVE MUSIC VERY MUCH
no music = no life
hahaha...
oh ya, one more thing I want to say
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
nothing to write
i'll stop here
ciaozz =)

Over You

Huuray!
it's holiday again =)
but just for 1 week....
not really can enjoy coz have many homeworks
are waiting for me to done it ><


Tired...
took 1 hour nap just now
wake up thn straight away eat dinner haha
and watch korean movie
gek sei ngor
it was soooo nice the movie
but just do 1 episode per day
haiz....just can't wait to watch the ending
but heard my friend said it have 100++ episodes
WOW @@ very good haha...
will be out on next Friday..
i must go and cheak it out
the dvd buahahaha


Tomorrow is eve of CNY
tomorrow will go to my aunty's house
have a reunion dinner =)
go back to hometown at this Sunday..
i bet it will traffic jams seriouslly
and we have to jam for many hours haha...
i'll stop here
ciaozzz =)

Just Can't Wait For It

Busying and headaching about kanting day...
accutally it's not a kantin day
i forgot wahat they call it already
but it's something like kantin day =="


Last two period is sivik ><
but the teacher din't came to our class
WOOOOT =)
we all was like so happy =D
boring.....
finally thursday had passed
and now waiting for friday to pass
weeeeeeeee =)
then it is CHINESE NEW YEAR already XD
but we just back to hometown for 2 days a night =)
the rest i should busy-ing doing my school homeworks ><
and preparing for the oral test......T^T
sign.....really hate it
but have to do it
it's so important ><


Tomorrow is Friday
after that it's CNY
many people might not going to school tomorrow
wanna get 1 day more for the holiday XD
but i'm going =="
coz have to pass up this pass up that lol...
i'll stop here
ciaozzz =)

I can't wait forever......

Dance Like Me

Just back form school =)
finally i'm home...
tired...
I have no diea to blog today
feels boring...
I just can't wait for CNY XD


2 weeks + more thn it exam @@
haiz...i don't want exam ah~~
i scare essey ><
btw...i can't enjoy my 1 week holidays
be4 holidays exam 3 days
after holidays exam lagi 3 days @@


Freakking want to learn dance ><
but I don't dare to tell my parent....
wu nai....

Officially 16

Time flies so fast
and it comes today
and it is my b'day =)


Surprise-lly
my class sang a b'day song for me =)
i feel like uncomfortable
coz this 4 years in secondary school
there is no ppl sang b'day song for me
except my parent la ~_~
the difference between last year and this year is
last year's today
i'm looking at my fon screen
there is no msg
noone remember =(
and today
is totally difference @@
it is opposite with last year...
anyways...I don't what to say
just a word
and that it is
THANKS YOU GUYSsssss =D


Muscle still pain right now =="
it is just surffering when walking down from the stairs LOL
i'm so lazy right now T^T
i haven do my mathematics homeworks =(
and tired...
today is the 1st day I went to chinese class
i was like totally forgot about all the things ~_~
learning chinese for 9 years
why it will getting worst ????
ohgosh....struggling right now...

A tear is made from 1% of water but 99% of feelings

It Comes To An End

After this week end
and it is CHINESE NEW YEAR!! =D
can't wait to wear new clothes and shoes XD


Oh ya!
few weeks ago
I went to 1utama with my family
and i saw a small stage at outside of the 1utama
OMG @@
this is the 1st time
i watched peoples danced on the stage with my own eyes
even though it was a small stage
i was like soooo admire them T^T
i hope i can be like them someday
i love dance =)
but i don't know how to dance =(
too bad...


Just came back from dinner...
and it is 9:29pm..
i hope today is Saturday
i'm so lazy to do homework
tomorrow have to wake up early...
and 1 more thing...
tmorrow have assembly..
ohgosh..
super hate it
summore have to wear tie ><
nothing to post
ciaozz =)

What a lifeless sad person

Once A Year

Cross country today...
3km to run outside the school
i'm gonna give up at first
coz...whenever I try
it is just...dissappointed =(


I get 44th place...
not really satisfy on it
I wanna get 20th and above...
I was sooo tired...
maybe i'm getting older
and getting more sucks on sport
although I love sport very much
and I am not good enough
especially running
so I never take part on the sport day
to bad  =(


we start early so we don't crush with other's school
and end it on 9am...
to get free food and drinks
and we dicided to ponteng,,
coz we really don't want to study after this
so we get out from this school
and Tracy's mum fetch us to Ipoh Gai Fan nearby Katholic High School
we all was like so thank you to her mum
anyway thx =)


Nothing to do at home
so capture some picture =)
and it is 1st pictures of 2010
i'll upload soon
ciaozz =)

If I Can't Have You

Don't know why...

i'm surviving every lonely day

when there's got to be

no chance for me

my life would end

and it doesn't matter how I cry...

my tears of love

are a waste of time...

if I turn away...

am I strong enough to see it through?

go crazy what i'll do...

If I can't have you...

I don't want nobody, baby...

if I can't have you

ah...ooh....

if Ica n't have you...

I don't want nobody, baby...

Can't let go

and it doesn't matter how I try..

I gave it all

so easily

to you my love

to dreams that never will come true

my tears of love...

are a waste of time

if I turn away

am I strong enough to see it through..

go crazy what i'll do...

If I can't have you

I don't want nobody, baby...

If I can't have you...

oooh......

If I can't have you, no

ah...ooh....

If I can't have you

I don't want nobody...

If I can't have you

aahh....

If I can't have you

ohh....

am I strong enough to see it through...

If I can't have you.........

I would like to share a song with you all

If I Can't Have You - Adam Lambert

What a nice song (for me la)

A Letter

Finally...
my "mum" of Leo club
wrote a letter to me =)
when I read the letter then i'll know my "mum" is a chinese
and...I don't know how to reply her ~_~


Tomorrow is merentas desa...
i'm going...
suppose i'm not going
seem quite many people is going
and also my rumah sukan teacher said
if you all don't go tomorrow
will didenda @@
so...i'm going....
decide to bring a hat
and try my best to run to get 20 above =)
GAMBATE xd


I'm ponteng for the Leo banner ><
cause it is nothing to do at there
i'm i'm air at there
but but....yesterday i went there
but i din't do anything
cause i'm going for Hermine..
no project point T^T
still have 2 days to go
next week
dunno when i have to stay back edi
if they all got stay back ~_~
i'll stop here
ciaozz =)

Autumn Leaves

After winter is?
Spring ot Autumn??

Just want to post this picture =)

nice right?

autumn leaves...

Going Crazy

Not blogging yesterday...
i totally forgot what is the problem already
oh ya!
it's my computer's problem ~_~
It always shut down itself...
it's old already
and it's time to change =)
but...still don't know when my father will buy the new computer ><
2 monthes already...sign...


I'm joinning Leo...
it is really ma fan if wanna be a leo member
tomorrow have to stay back for rumah sukan and leo ~_~
tired...also have so many fees i haven pay ~_~


So fast...
just a blink of eyes
and 1 month had passed...
and 1 more month
that is March
before holidays
have exam
ohgosh @@
i bet i can fail
1) add mathes
2) science
3) sejarah
4) prinsip akaun
5) eknomi asas
haiz...whatever...
i haven get use to it
as time pass by
i'll improve it
if not....i really tak tau how my SPM result will be next year @@


This Saturday is merentas desa...
and i'm not going to run =)
coz i putus asa already
seem the temperature is super hot...
i'm wondering
wheather i'll come or no?

Go crazy what i'll do

Upside Down

Countdown 12 more days
and it is CHINESE NEW YEAR =)
I've been waiting for so long
not becoz i wanna get angpau or wad
jz becoz i can't wait to wear my new clothes ><


Super hot wheather ><
it almost can compare it to the dessert ...
drink 4 500ml bottles a day
also not enough ~_~
gonna go for music class later
coz replacement class on chiense new year...
tired T^T
and i decided to buy refrence book too
heavy @@
ok thn
i'll stop here
ciaozzz =)

Visited Fish Farm

All I wanna post is about yesterday...
we when out at 3 sumthing
we went to a fish farm at Shah Alam
ohmygosh...it's really so big
and i saw so many gaint fish @@
so scary man...
it is so big
although undersea world is beautiful
but....the creatures are so........
scary ~_~


We saw sooo many arowana fish
wow how expensive it is
rm400000 @@
btw it is really beautiful la
that why so expensive ><
we look look look until the it's ranning ><
so we faster ran to the car
and drive away to 1Utama =)


First of all
my dad wanna go there
just becoz of the one card =="
wanna change it to the new 1 LOL
so we shop shop shop and shop
and brought many chinese new year thing
i'm looking for purse
but....i still din't buy yet
coz all of the purse were so big ><
so...ya...tats all i want to say =)
so ciaozzz...