Everything Has Been Memories

Wake up on 10am today
wakakaka can call early for me already
coz normally i'll wake up on 10:30am or 11am


Herm...I am wondering whether I wanna take chinese or not
It's hard for me TT
dorm 4 and form 5 will have many things to study
+ chinese? so struggling ~_~
Btw...i know this is not a reason
and i have study chinese for 9 years
just 2 more years to study
i think is ok ba....
but...my chinese is really poor...
even msn or sms or chinese essay
i have to think so long to write a sentences @@
so I less type chinese haha


Today is the last day of 2009
time flies so fast...
just a blink of eyes it comes to an end of 2009
an earlly wish


HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone =)

We wish you a merry christmas

we wish you a merry christmas

we wish you a merry christmas

and a happy new year...

Headache

Was boring until sot sot dei =____=
now was around 11:25pm
I can't sleep
and i'm not sleepy yet
I know 11pm something is not late enough haha
since the beginning of the holidays
I become night owl again ~_~


Headache find out what is the problem of my playlist ><
no songs played at my playlist
do you all heard the songs played?
and I went to web made some different
copy and paste the code again
but then....it's not work again ~_~
ahhh!!! nvm...don't care about it
make my head bursting
I admit i'm a noob of computer ~_~


Well, just chatting with Emily
chat until we've nothing to chat to
and we stop ~_~
and everytime we chat
we'll said a word
and that is it "boring"....
as what I know is i'm really really really really really boring ><"
nothing to do, find things to do
ya i'm finding
but...there is nothing for me to do
that can 100% cure my boredness + lazyness
nothing to post
but just feel like want to blogging ==
and wrote all this nonsence haha..
i'll stop here
ciaozzz =)

All About Us

Countdown 1 more day
and it is the end of 2009
Haiz....I am so boring TT
I don't want to start school yet coz i'm still in holiday mood
even though it's a boring holidays


Well, i have read a magazine
Kim Yen lend it to me
she took it somewhere at Sunway Piramid
and i noticed that have 2 new movie coming soon on next year January
look sooo mystery and nice movie for me
I want to watch it but then open school already
no outing anymore =(


Hear songs everytime I online...
this is the only thing that I wont boring on it ~_~
I really don't know what I can do instead of online and hearding songs...
I was too boring today
and I started wrapping my text book
but...I just wraped 4 books ~_~
the rest i'll continue tomorrow =)
I really can't wait to know which class I will entering...
hope is account class....
Argh >< just think about rumah sukan and kokurikulum....
I was like haiz.....
have to suffer the pain of stay back for 4 months TT
during this holidays, i'd become more lazy ~_~
ok then, i'll stop here
nothing much to post
ciaozz =)

I'm not unfriendlly,

I just like the silence

Flashback Of The Moment

It's 11:31pm at the midnight
was nothing to do
do random things as usual
on9, hear song, staring at the computer and day dreamming
well, nobody chat with me =(
nah...it is a normal thing
not a big deal...


Flashback on 23th of December 2009 at afternoon
well, on9 and facebook as usual
suddennlly someone pm me on the msn
i was so surprise that one of my primary school friend
invited me to a primary school gathering...
guess wad I answer?
I said no ><
I din't told her the real reason that why I don't want to go
I feel I being ignored
feel so left out of them
somemore gathering??
are you kiding ~_~
nothing to do at there
just quite at there
no people close to talk too
go there for what??
just saw some group of friends..
they look so happy
kinda admire the happiness of them....

Let Get It Started

Countdown 2 days...
and it is end of 2009; beginning of 2010
flashback to this holidays...
i just soo lifeless and soo wasting the holidays without doing anything meaningful
except some of the days =)
between...i'm missing holidays
it is a time for us to relex, for us to do whatever we wanted, no preasure about homework...
Yawn...i'm so boring ~_~
i'm too free...
Well, this freedom is gonna end on 3rd of January 2010
headache of thinking something...
like something i wanna do but i forgot ~_~
OH YA!! I bought the wrapping paper
wanna wrapping my new text books...


Currentlly addicted on this song
Officially Missing You - Tamia
is a nice sad song
i'm here writting lyrics again ~_~
here we go...

All I hear is raindrops

falling on the rooftop

ooh baby tell me why'd you have to go?

cause this pain I feel it won't go away

and today, i'm officially missing you

I thought from this heartache I could escape

but i've fronted long enough to know

that there ain't no way

and today, i'm officially missing you

ooh can't nobody do it like you

said, every little thing you do

hey baby said it strays on my mind

and I....i'm officially

All I do is lay around

2 years full of tears

from looking at your face on the wall

just a week ago you were my baby

now I don't even know you at all

don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

so that I could get through to you somehow

but I guess it's save to say baby...

save to say that I...

i'm officially missing you

ooh can't nobody do it like you

said, every little thing you do

hey baby said it strays on my mind

and I..i'm officially

well I thought I could just get over you,

baby but I see there's something I just can't do

from the way you would hold me

to the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way,

to let go of you

ooh can't nobody do it like you

said, every little thing you do

hey baby said it strays on my mind

and I...i'm officially

It's official

oh...you know that I'm missing you yeah...yes

All I hear is raindrops ooh yeah...

And I...i'm officially missing you

Moment Of Silence

When to Sunway Piramid with friends today...
Kim Yen and I went there early around 11pm+
and we looked for some clothes while waiting for Jing Yee, Li Teng and Li Mun
Went to Avenue after we meet them
and i bought a neckless!! XD
pictures will be upload soon..
and also we still went to others shop to look for some clothes
Jing Yee and Li Mun went other places
while we three looking for clothes
at around 12:55pm
we went to Red Box meet them
and went in tthere cheong k
my father fetched us back at 4:30pm
i want late abit
but they said it will traffic jams
so we so rushing went to the main entrance there haha
and that's alll
it's end of today hahaha
just a short posted
coz nothing much to write
gd9 =)

Emotions

Sunday
9:27pm at night


Don't know why this few days
my brain is blank
i cant think anything
and nothing much to write on my blog ~_~
well,  my post were sooo short recently...


1 more week...
then the holidays will have a full stop
before that...
that last day of 2009, 31th of December...
whole familly out for countdown ~_~
this is the 1st time i countdown HAHAHA...
coz this year my brother not going countdown with his friends...


Going out tomorrow =)
going out for a last time of 2009  ~_~
today went to my new house
just go and lock the door
and clean it up a little bit
and we discussed about how to fit up our house
just a simple, nice and save money =)
but.....2 years later
after I finish my SPM onky can stay at there
coz it kinda far from my school
and transport problem...
well, i'll stop here
ciaozzz ppl =)

Through The Rain

Why be a wave?
When can I be an ocean?

Sunday,

3.00pm in the afternoon....

Nothing special happen today

just stay in the house

online, facebook and watch drama...

having music class later...

feel so lazy to practise songs

haha

ntg musch to write

ciaozzz ppl =)

When I Close My Eyes

A new day again...

is CHRISTMAS today...

went to Mid Valley again ~_~

to ate our breakfast + lunch...

after that we went there and shop 6 hours @@

my leg extremetelly pain and tired ~_~

accutally...having sales buy clothes is not a good thing ==

it's too crowded there as usuall

want to buy a clothes also hard

even testing the clothes

queue sooo long and have 2 wait so long 2 @@

just standing my leg starting tired and pain...

Well, my brain all blank now...

many things to write

but i'm stuck here again ~_~

It is 10:31pm now...

christmas is gonna end 1 and the half hour more...

many things to write

but i'm stuck here again ~_~

so...ciaozz ppl =)

I know who I am...but I don't

Merry Christmas

May this candle of CHRISTMAS bring you & your family of peace, love & happiness and blessed by god

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Smile You And Me

Here's my heart, no need to worry
The stars above, shine bright in the night
Just call my name if you're feeling blue
Cheer up, I'll be with you
Here's your heart, I'm not feeling lonely
We can make it, hope our dreams will all come true
Go on, smile for you and me
 
 
Argh ><
so hot today...
was went to Li Ting's house this mornig at about 8:30am
Then, went to Kim Yen's hosue for a while
at around 9:40am
we went to school by bus
we sat T505 at first and we stop at Old Town there
we shop at guardian, popular and watson LOL
after that we wait at the bus stop there
the bus stop was too crowded @@
5 minutes later the bus U66 ( i think so ) reached
this bus was too crowded TT so we have to stand
a malay girl sit in front of me
she wanna went down
and i wanna let an chinese old man sit on the chair
but he said nvm you sit ba...
LOL so....i sit lo hahahaa...
thanks uncle =)
at last i got a place to sit muahahahaha
 
 
I get my result when i reached school
i'm not surprise
i'm not sad
i'm not excited
whatever result i get i'll accept it....
when look at those who get 5, 6, 7 or 8A's
i'm kinda admire them ><
say i'm not sad is not true la hahaha
coz i'm not good enough
but i'm not really sad about it
it's just like nothing for me
still have 2 more years to go
btw, now i'm worried about i can go to account class or not...
later to many ppl in that class ~_~
nvm...i'll go to literature class if i cant go to account class O.O
we went to A&W and eat our lunch
accutaully it's near from my school
but when we walk there....
it's kinda far hahaha
i'm not tired
i feel so damn HOT!!
i back home by taxi...
the taxi uncle ~_~
really like to sing zzz
ask us about 4 different lauguega's song's
hahaha
other's country snow-ing...
but here....hot... ==
 
 

To protect my precious you
i shall
pray the chronicla key

Going For A Song

Argh!! I'm so hungry ~_~
Well, just ate a plate of rice...
1 hours later
still hungry
beh tahan liao
so go and cook satu bungkus maggie mee X3


Yesterday, a girl from ASSUNTA form 5
she said she want to giving away her refrence books
she just stay beside my house HAHA
so asked me want or not
and i said yes
we meet at the badminton court at 11am
anyway, thanks to her
and i can save money to buy refrence books XD


Countdown 2 days...
before christmas
i'm gonna take my PMR result
WEEEEEEE....but feel kinda sienz
coz have to go to school and wake up early in the moning ><
1 year gonna pass again
time flies so fast huh?
Gah, i'm thinking to far?
haha ya just cant wait to have a lesson to drive car XD
i'll stop here so ciaozzz ppl =)

Once In A Life Time

1st time i ate all the "tang yuan"
last time i just drank the sup
and now i ATE THE "TANG YUAN"
every year my mu will do it herself
but this year
my mum went and buy XD
coz she so lazy 2 do it


Countdown 3 days...
and CHRISTMAS in here!!
should practise sleep early from now onwards =="
1st day of school
i bet i cant wake up early LOL
wake up already
and then sleep back again zzz


I told myself to be hardworking abit to wash my school beg
but i'm still here doing nothing ><
I lack of "hardworking worms" inside my body...
a boring day again for me
the were many things to do
coz of my lazyness
i'm doing nothing the whole holidays
wasting time day dreaming and playing computer games
muakakaka LOL
nothing much to post
ciaozzz =)

A Touch Of Tradition

Was went to Mid Valley with friends today...
i'm just make it short...
Well, we went there and watch AVATAR!!!
this movie is super duper nice!!!!
i really fall in love with this movie XD
At any one moment,
there are a million reasons
to wish this will never end....


Tomorrow gonna eat "tang yuan"
once in a year
btw....i just drink the sup ==
not eat the round round thing =="
haha...but at least i will eat satu biji LOL
i'd like the make myself to believe that earth turns slowly
just wish the time will stop now
so that this year will never end...
1 year is very short but hard to pass


Nowadays...
don't know why
I fall in love with this song
Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift
keep on hearding this song day by day
again and again =="
Argh ><
feel so tired haha
should sleep early today
ciaozz =)

Stop And Go

It is around 10pm...
Argh!! I'm gonna sleep early today cause tomorrow will go out with friends to Mid Valley =)
I bet I cant wake up early tomorrow
so i decides i will put 2 alarm later and ask my dad to wake me up tomorrow hehe


Was went out today to The Curve
I've been so long din't go there shopping
we went there about 12pm in the afternoon
and we were so surprise that have a place to let us park our car O.O
so lucky hehe...
omgosh! i saw The Curve gonna build another 1 again ==
it will look bigger HAHA
we almost shop whole The Curve, IKEA & IKANO @@
my leg seriously soo tired...
and tomorrow will go to Mid Valley and shop again hehe...
well, i'm happy coz can shop with friends
and one more thing is I can watch AVATAR...
can't wait for it
my brother said it is a very nice movie

Christmas in my heart...
seem christmas is coming soon
i've decorate some of my tanks and farm on Facebook games a christmas look ==
accuatully these games are soo boring
but nice to play for me =)
it can temporally throw away my boredness
argh!! Imagin-ing i'm sitting on a OGAWA chair ==
nothing much to write
ciazozz ppl =)

We Can Be This Close And This Far

Nothing sepcial happens today
it was a cold day for me
whole day stayed in the house day dreaming
i cant use computer TT
my father my using it....


I'm watching a movie
It was so funny
haha
i don't know the movie's name
after that i was rushing doing my music homework ==
coz i really forget about it @@
and practise songs =)


After music class
went to a restaurant was near at m music class
i always pass by there
but i din even went in there and eat
haha and today i went there and eat my dinner with my family except my brother
he went out with friends...
wow! The food were so damn delicious
and quite alot hehe
I was so hungry and my mum said we din't ate our lunch in the afternoon @@
i was speechless
i taught i got ate my lunch this afternoon XD
i cant believe that i forgot 2 EAT...
seem i'm a great eater XD


I believe that everyone will feel so anoiyed when heard this word BORED...
ya is true
even i was rili fed up with this word XD
but it's true..
i'm so boring ><
haha
gonna watch movie on next monday =)
can't wait for that...
I was so sleepy now
and goodnite too all of you
ciaozzz =)

Hold Tight Of Those Precious

Is a tiring day for me
went to Mid Valley with family this morning
i was sooo sot in morning
went to Mid Vally food court eat our breakfast
and i was ate 2 food
kari konlou mee and fried fice == LOL
after that i drink a cup of soya bean
i was like O.O
after this i have a bad stomachache ><
seeking for the washroom...
walk fast like a mad women ><


We were shopping the whole Mid Valley and the garden
on the halfway
i stomachache again @@
i taught i ate dirty food
but no...i was just ate to much...
i was seeking for shoes...
finally i found 1 =)
my leg was so damn tired ><
should go and buy a "on mo yi"
OGAWA hahahaha
btw, i'll stop here
ciaoz ppl =)

Keep Wishing It On A Wishing Star

Seem my blog looks so colourful LOL
Btw, I loves my blog so much =)
last time, i was not satisfied with my blog templetes
and i'm found some web
and choose for a new and nice templetes
and also thanks to Emily that gaves me a web
and i had choose quite many templetes
but then when i put it on my blog
something gone =(
and look not so nice...
haha and now i'm using back this original 1
and now i feel so satidfied on it ==
i'm so weird LOL


On the fon with Kim Yen just now
she told me that PMR result is coming out on next week 24th of December
unexpectively, i'm not feel like so scare to know my result ><
and i know some of the form 3 students feels down because of it...
anyway, good luck for me and every form 3 students =)
was sooo boring playing facebook
maybe i'm playing it 2 much?
tomorrow is Hari Haji
so it is a holiday
accutally we decides go to Mid Valley tomorrow
but last minutes i know that tomorrow i'm goin out with my family
so...force to postponed to next Monday
sorry that i last minutes for changing the date...


Countdown 14 days...
haha...next year 1st of January around 12am till 1am or 2 am
many ppl will going out countdown with friends
and i'll be countdown with my computer =(
hope can countdown with friends after SPM =)
after this a new year is starting...
hope it will be okay next year =)
it is around 11:02pm in the night
is time for me to sleep
seem i'hv nothing to do here
gd9 everyone =)

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Seem gonna Christmas
before that we will eat "tang yuan"
haha...can't wait for that...
the BBQ is cancel cause wanna book that things is so expensive
somemore less ppl go..
so Kim Yen decided to canceled it
and we gonna went to Sunway Piramid this friday,
which mean tomorrow =)


now around 1:47pm in the afternoon
look out formt he window throught the shy
look like gonna rain again
but i still feel hot ==
there's something wrong with my plalist..
sometimes can played music, sometimes cant ==
and i'm not feel so bored nowadays...
but sitll feel lazy
school beg haven wash ==
and christmas coming soon
there are lots of smile
there are lots of wishes
I sent you a party night
I promise you a holy, holy, holy night
this year Christmas is abit speacial
even though it's not a white christmas
the ilumination of the stardust
look, it's falling and piling
It's gilittering and shining
and everyone is happy
flickering in a blink
everyone is having a dream


Just a fast post
coz gonna off9 and do house work ==
so ciaozzz ppl  =)

Keep Singing It Out

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he wont see
that I want and i'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,  that girl he talks about
and she's got everything that i have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
that I cant even see anyone when he's with me
he's says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right,
I wonder it he's knows he's all I think about at night
he's the reason for the tears drop on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car that I keep singing,
don't know why I do
Drew walks with me,
can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there's he goes, so perfectly,
the kind of flawles I wish I could be
She's better hold him tight, give him all her love,
look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
he's the reason for the tears drop on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car I keeps singing,
don't know why I do
so I drive home alone,
as i turn out the light
I'll put his pictures down and maybe get some sleep tonight
he';s the reason for the teras drop on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on the wishing star
the only one who's get enough for me to break my heart
he's the song int he car I keeps signing,
don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
ad he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he wont see

Argh!!

I'm writting lyrics again > <

Btw, just want to share it XD

it was a nice song =)

Tear Drops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

A Ride In A Snow

Was not update my blog yesterday
coz my dad din't pay the fees LOL
haha...so they cut the internet
cant use computer the whole day ><
At first, I taught is something wrong with the line..
well, I let the computer est for a day
seem it old ady ==
gonna change it on next week
i'll be missing you ><
don't worry X3


Was bored as usual
wake up at 10:30am
brush teeth
wash face
eat oat and cake as my breakfast
haha
yesterday is my dad and my mom 26th of 27th anivesary ><
so my dad brought a cake
and we all ate together XD
is a fruit vanila and abit chocalate cake!!
OMG! it was so delicious XD


I wonder AVATAR is starting play the movie in the cinema
I wish i could watch it
look awesome =)

Mixed Feeling

woke up at 10am in the morning

eat cake as breakfast...

and drink a cup of tea =)

and dating with the computer as usual XD

was playing facebook again ==

today is 14th of  December

2 more weeks gonna open school

have a strong mixed feeling when think about this

i feel like i don't want open school...

feel like want to have holidays again ><

altough this holidays is so boring, so lifeless, so useless

but i still want to holidays....

I don't want to open school

next year not good for me...

This saturday will having BBQ with friends at Sri Petaling

haha this is the last time we gether together...

and also we celabrate for Christmas

and also for celebrate for we finally finished our form 1 - form 3 life haha

were staring on this blog almost whole day

XD now only finished

nothing much to write

c ya  =)

Tiring Day

Yesterday after I finished my organ class

thn we went to Sungai Way

there got a "miao" so my mom went there pray something ><

and we three sat in the car waiting my mom to finished

we went to SS24 Taman Megah Food Count ate our dinner

i ate 2 plate of mee and a medium carrot milk juice @@

we went to 1utama again after this...

we shop there until 10pm

i had buy a singlet ><

and my mom buy alot HAHA

we had brought some gife to my aunty and her daughter and her granchildren...

and thn went to SS2 again eat "tong yuen"

we reached house at 11pm XD

my leg kinda tired...

was on9 for awhile with fon

waited for my mum to finished her bath and then it's my turn ^^

was happy coz i can go out XD

i were kinda tired but i cant sleep ><

i don't know why...

was counting many sheep XD

Look Backwards

I think this is the longers post that I ever write on my previos post XD
today i have my organ class as usual
and i haven do my theory ><
anyway, i'll do it later coz i'm soooooo lazy now XD
and now...i'm gonna post a song's lyrics...
since when i become so like to post about song's lyrics ==
I know i'm weird XD
accutaully be a abnormal person is not as bad as you think...
weird because you're unique ( for me la, this is what i think lo hehe, i mean not the mental problem == )
my plalist something wrong now ><
no any music playes there...
this song is so toughing
and i'll gonna cry when i heard this song
i've been for so long din't hear this song
and now i'm have nothing to do
so find some old song to heard =)
and i heard this song
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
so here it goes...


This is for my people who just lost somebody
your best friend, your baby, your babay, your man or your lady
put your hand way up high
we weill never say bye bye
(no, no, no)
momma's, daddy's, sister's, brother's, friends and cousins
this is for my people who lost their grandmothers
lift your head to the sky
cause we will never say bye bye
as a child
there were them times
i din't get it but you kept me in line
i din't know why
you din't show up sometimes
on sunday mornings and i miss you
but i'm glad we talk through
all them grown folks things
separation brings
you never let me know
you never let it show
because you loved me and obviously
there's so much more left to say
if you were with me today face to face
i never knew i could hurt like this
and everyday life goes on
i wish i could talk to you for awhile
miss you but i try not to cry
as time goes by
and it's true that you've reached a better place
still i'd give the world to see your face
and i'm right here next to you
but it's like your gone to soon
now the hardest thing to do is say...
BYE BYE...


Btw, it still have many more to write
but i'm so lazy XD
ciaozzz

Beat It

Was come back on 12:30am from my hometown...
HUUuu...was so tired...
waiting for my mum to bath finished and then it's my turn =)
while waititng was on9 with fon on ebuddy...
was so dissapointed coz there were nobody chat with me ><
afther finished my bath i was chatting with Emily awhile at around 1:40am
then i went to slept ...


Yesterday morning
i woke up at 10am
while waiting my dad came back
i went to on9
and ate my breakfast
and they back at 12 something
they brought chicken rice for us
after that we start our journey to hometown XD


We spent about 1 hour at Petaling Jaya
coz there were traffic jams ==
but traffic jams for no reason...
we saw there were so many people went to Mid Valley
and all the car park is full   LOL
was staring at the window...
look the beatiful view ><
when we were gonna reach there
we'll always go through a road
that beside us were jungle ><
we saw cute monkey crossing the road LOL
my father said the monkey is welcome us to here XD



4 hours later...
we reach at Batu Pahat
and I choose went to my Popo's house
coz i have been sooooo long din't went there
I don't wanna went to my mother's mother house coz there were so bored ><
so lonely, nobody talk to me ><
my uncle sat there also
and he got fish at hosue...
i don't know the fish names...but i know this fish is an expensive fish ><
and there have many small fish inside
haha..
my brother and I were staring at the aquarium for so long XD
and outside of the house have another aquarium LOL
there were 3 gold fish inside the aquarium
haha...i feel gold fishes so cute ><


My uncle has a son about 4 or 5 years old
wow...he was so cute but sooo naughty ><
and soooooo active... lol
around 6:30pm
my father fetch us and we went to attend don't who's wedding LOL
there were sooooooo many people there
but no one that i know
all were strangers face...HAHA...
and we saw the bridge and groom...
after that we ate things XD
and there were some people come up on the stage and sing some song...
and also got people played guiter and others were sang songs HAHA
the songs were so nice =)
was finished at 10pm
then we fetch my grandmother back home
and we take all the things into the car
then we start our journey again went back to Kuala Lumpur...
Kuala Lumpur!! Here I Come!!
Lame I know XD
and we have to go through that scary and dark jungle road again ><
a dog was so stupiiiid
saw our car and then straight away run to the road LOL
lucky we din't bang that dog ><
and this time we backt o our home just need 2 hours time ><
haha...ya coz my dad was drive so fast that time XD
i was so happy when people drive fast car
coz i soo enjoy the speed XD
it was just like can temporally throw the sadness away...
I really hope time can past faster
wanna faster 17 years old so that i can drive cars XD
and faster finsihed SPM....
Ciaozz


Leave your hands to the sky
and we'll never say goodbye...

Sick

Fever is getting nearer and nearer to me ><
Well, i haven fever yet XD
but i feel like i gonna fever like that...
I was getting cold and cold ><
and i feel my forehead is like burning...
FEVER! PLEASE GO AWAY FROM ME!
amitofo...hope it wont come to me =)

Broken Hearted Girl

Well, this title "Broken Heated Girl" is two different thing on what i wanna write here
Kim Yen came to  my housed this morning...
she wanna charge her fon coz her charger spoil ady...
she saty at my house for about 2 hours
haiz....this holidays i keep on haiz, haiz, haiz and haiz instead of do other things TT
LOL i really don't know what I can write here ><
staring at at this blog for so long..
day dreaming at there only
cant think anything
i have no idea what to write about...
Will back to hometown on tomorrow's morning...
kinda miss the computer TT
cant use the computer for a day XD
26th of December will having BBQ...
but...
i feel like don't want to go ><
argh! ><
i don't how to say...
just HAIZZZ i only can say now...

A Lated Post

This post i'm gonna talk about yesterday...
accuatully i wanted to post at yesterday night but my father was using...
yesterday morning i was using the computer but i wasted the time and not bloging XD
Well, i really have nothing to post ><
But When at night...i have many things to post LOL
but i cant use the computer...
and the computer starting have problem again ><
i was use it for half an hour then the computer will shut down itself
ARGH!! gek sei ngor...hey computer, just wanted to tell u that I HATE YOU ==""
i know lame XxDd hahaha...
i keep on thiking what to write and now i'm here stuck again ><
i don't know what to write =="
i'm kinda forgetful nowadays...haha


Aiks ><
My mom told me yesterday about this friday we will back to hometown...
I don't know why they wanna back hometown...
for something.....like....attend ppl's wedding...
coz this friday is a holiday...
i don't know who are they ><
ARGH...have to heahache on what i can wear on that day TT
lucky we din't stay at there for a night...
i'll miss my house and my bed hardly *sob sob*
say the true...if i can stay here and not going back to hometown i'll so happy ><


Well, this friday i suppose go out with Li Ting to Mid Valley again =="
but then i have to back to hometown so have to cancel it ><
Btw, paiseh Li Ting...haha...
we'll go on next week...
Haiz, this year holidays was a most lifeless, bored, lazy....bla bla bla for me...
i become sooo pathetic during the holidays TT
this holidays is wasted ><
I so pui fuk Florence that she really enjoy her holidays
with playing games...
read books....
haha...
well, i got many books to read but i was soooooo lazy to touch it *cry*
even my job, housekeeper during the holidays...
hehe...i was so lazy to do it and simply do it
seldom i din't sweap the floor LOL
haha nothing to write much
ciaozzz

Paint My Love

It's going to rain again...
but at last it's not rain XD
i hope it will be rain later...
this few days i always cant sleep..
i don't know why
maybe because of holidays..
not really tired...
rest to much...
then  bored occur LOL
everytimes rain at midnight...
i'll have a nice sleep =)


Today is a hot day for me..
keep on sweating ><
later have to bath again before i going to sleep...
Well, i'll will be go to Mid Valley on this friday with Li Ting...
Jing Wen will not going coz she is busy helping his father working...
and now...i'm getting boreder and boreder LOLZ...
who can help me to cure this BOREDNESS???? T_T
someone chat with me please???
haiz.....

Take me away

to a secret place

the sweet escape

TAKE ME AWAY

take me away

Pocketful Of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingnfield

I'm Imperfect Yet I'm Loving It

Wednesday...
was a boring day again for me XD

Today I was so clumsy ><

I have tuition this morning at 10:30am but I late woke up and let my teacher wait for me about 20 minutes T_T I was like OMG!!!

and then after brush teeth...bla bla bla all done already I faster went out and say sorry to her

hehe...

yesterday she sms me said that she will come today at 10:30am but then something wrong with my eyes...i taught is 12:30pm...

haiz...

Sooo sry and I wont do it again ><

I was so rush and I din't ate my breakfast...

after 2 hours finished my tuition

I was so damn hungry ><

HAHA

straight away on the computer

and sit in front of the computer

msn-ing while eating my breakfast + lunch XD

Well, i'm not going to sad anymore...

everyone is difference

everyone have their own ability

why do i have to sad for?

of coz i sad because ppl keep insuilt me

even my parent also...

all give comment only face

LOL

if is you...

will you sad??

Anyway, i'm good now

I have hands

i have legs

i'm just like a normal human beings

just i not rili have a good looking

but my face is normal XD

so nothing to sad for =)

I'm imperfect yet i'm loving it

if i don't love myself

who gonna love me?

nobody...

Kiss The Rain

Hello world...
I hope you listen...




Nothing happens today...
but still i'm in blue mood ><
I got said at my previous post why am I sad...
Heart broke to pieces...
and need time to recover it ...

I saw Jing Yee's blog just now and she going to tie her teeth already..
but me...nah...still a logn time to go =(
I asked my mother and she said no money...
she promise me already last 2 years...
kinda dissapointed here
but i know this need use alot of money so i just wait =)
my mum said if i get 1st the toto
then i let u go tie your teeth...
lol..
I'm so damn fed up on my rabbit teeth...
altuogh it is not so obvious...
I look so ugly with my alien eyes and rabbit teeth..
haiz...
trying hard to satisfy my own face...
trying hard to thankful wad i had given by god  ><

My father and brother not at home now...
they went back to hometown this afternoon...
I don't know why they will went back so suddenlly..
and my father will be back later at midnight..
my brother will be back on tomorrow
coz wanna be a guide of my uncle and show them the way to Genting Highland...
and now...i'm free and nobody will scramble for using the computer
HAHAHA...today this computer is mine XD

There's nothing I could say to you

There's nothing I could ever do to let you see

what you mean to me..

all the pain and tears i cry

still you never say goodbye

and now i know

how far you go

I know i let you down

but it's not like that now

this time i'll never let you go

I Will Be - Avril Lavinge

My Silly Days

9:00 o'clock in the night...
finally I can use the computer already =)
I wait it for the whole day ==
my dad is using it and now he went out then I can use XD

Haiz, today can say is a boring and a sad day for me
wake up at 10:30 o'clcok int he morning and I cant use the computer until 2pm
I went out with my parent
coz I don't wanna stay in the house anymore...
i'll become mildewed soon ><
so i give up the time to use computer and i follow my parent went out... *sob sob*
we went to our new house located at Bukit Jalil...
I'm waiting the new house for 5 years...
and now finally build finished and now they wanna renovate it...
but it cost alot of money...
so they just wanne renovate some part only...
then can cut cost..
coz we don't have that money to renovate haha...
anyway, after 2 more years i only will stay at there
coz i wanna study at now my secondary school..
i don't wanna to change school ><
I hate this ><
after that we went to parkson shopping and ate dinner...
at 5:15pm we start our sinner d XD
sooo early ryte??
haha...we were go hungry that time ...

aiks ><
i feel so sad today...
finally i open my mouth and told to my parent that I wanna buy contact lens...
finally i have brave to say out =)
but then...my borther said...
you look ugly without wearing specticles ><
I was so sad ;(
and even my dad also
he said me so short not good looking *sob sob*
how could you blame on me??
am i wrong??
I also want 2 be good looking too =(
u born me out...and i don't even blame on you that you gave me not a good looking face...
i had capture some pictures again...
pictures will be upload soon =)

Dusty Note

This post is all about yesterday night when i went to eat dinner at Sri Petaling...
I post this today because yesterday after dinner my dad was using the computer whole night ><
Well, i went to Sri Petaling eat dinner with my parent except my brother coz he went out with his friends...
We saw a small pond at first...the fish were sooo damn big ==
it's a very very very small fish but can grow to 3 to 4 feet long... O.O
after that we find a table and sit ...
beside this restaurant have a golf club LOL
some of the uncle will go there play golf after eat or before eat at there...
I have some picture to share..
but i'll upload it soon ><
coz some problem of the computer =)

All That I Got

Today i went to music class...
the result haven out...OMG...it's really scare me...
haha...
anyway, i had finished my exam and i gonna go for grade 6 =)
I kinda headache today ><
i don't know why...
Haiz, kinda upsad now...
saw many pretty girl on the road or even my friends...
i rili hope that i can be pretty like them ;(
but I cant...
i have to accept the fate...
Before when out this afternoon,
I got capture some picture =)
but not nice la...
i'll upload it soon...

Snow

Is it nice?? Awesome right??

haha...

i found this pictures while I viewed someone pictures in facebook...

this picture attract me =)

When I look at this picture

I was like  >> WOW! XD

I think I have no change to watch the beautiful snow with my own eyes...

nothing much to say now...

hehe...

k thn, i'll write until here

ciaozzz ppl =)

I Kinda Miss Something

Yawn...today is a damn boring boring boringgggg day...
Well, just finished my tuition at around 2:45pm...
then i straight away on the computer...
now is around 3:26pm...
suppose i have to do house work
but now i'm still sit in front of the computer ><
i'm soooooo lazy now...
still on the computer and i stand up from the sit and go to the living room and sit down on the floor in front of my aquarium, staring on it looking at the fish swim and fighting HAHA
and then day dreaming ><

I miss someone here..
i miss my maid ><
ya sound weird ryte??
no. it is not...
she looks like chinesse...
she so good to me and she just like my 2nd mom ==
everytime i have any problem...
the 1st person i'll find her..
tell her anything...
we have a great laughing while we cooking
joking around
play badminton
she was my good partner at house
i wont felt lonely
bla bla bla...and many more...
she work at my house 3 years...
and last year 31th of July or August she went back to her house at Indonesia...
and I never ever can see her anymore ><
how r u at there? << just wanna ask her but i lost her comtact number ><
i felt so lonely at house coz nobody can talk to
even in msn nobody can chat to
seldom got ppl chat with me =)

And here...i kinda miss my hair =="
cut about 4 to 5 inchs long *sign*
anyway, it will grow long again
but...
it have to take 1 or 1+ years to gorw that length again ><

I could stay lost in this moment forever

where every moment i spent with you

is a moment i treassure

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

Digusting

Was just came back 15 minutes ago from Kim Yen's house =)
Both of us watched a DVD...
it's not a ghost story but it's a scary movie... :S
before that, Kim Yen's had cooked something...
and we ate together while watching the move
Aiks >< i forgot to capture the food hahaha
Here the pictures to share:

Finally found a picture was not look that scary ><

this mnovie have part 1 and part 2...

it is not a ghost story but it is a human kill human :S

Wow! I t was so damn discusting and scary ><

Kim Yen said after she watch this movie...

she don't dare to eat meat..

haha...

it's true the movie is all about HUMAN MEAT!!

gah, but i'm still eating chicken meat =)

Before We Come Undone

I lost my weight a kg after i went to the toilet for 4 times ><

HAHA....i was so hungry...

and thn i ate my breakfast and lunch at once....

and about 12:45 o'clock in the afternoon...

i'll having tuition accuatully...

but...

before 12:45pm...

my teacher fon me and asid her tayar had punched...so cancel it...

will having tuition on this friday or next week =)

OMG...this saturday i'm gonna take my music test result...

2 more days to go... T_T

and i read the yesterday's newspaper...

I t said the H1N1 will coming again...but dunno when...

I hope not ><

or else I cant go out again ><

this holidays wil be a boring and non memories' holidays...

Tomorrow i'm going to Kim Yen's house watch ghost movie =)

but Li Ting's said that her mum told her that Kim Yen's father very hamsap :S

kinda scare now...

but I think her father got work so wont stay in the house =)

Gah, just going there watching ghost movie and then return home...

the sky is geting darker and darker...

looks like gonna rain again =)

1 day gonna end...

1 month gonna end on 4 more weeks...and then start a new year, 2010 year...

i think i should decide whether i shall take chinesse or just throw it away??

Anyway, just wait for the result 1st only decides =)

November

not much to remember

you were not inside;

December

changing in the wheather

you were by my side

Want - Adam Lambert

Somewhere Only We Know

Head gonna burst soon....
was not satisfy with my blog skin and wanna change 1 nicer...
i search search search and search...
i can't find 1 that is nice ><
HAHA...
so i change my mind =)
i don't change blog skin already ><
it's really wasting my time...

This morning....at about 7 o'clock in the morning...
i was still sleeping like pig and dreaming random dream ><
and then suddenlly stomachache...aiks...
LOL
I went 3 times to the toilet today...
was hardly think back yesterday whether i got ate wrong things or wad...
HUUuuu...finally back to normal =)

Yesterday night around 7 to 9 o'clock...
i read a book of sample essay of SPM ><
OMG! i cant believe that i'll read spm essay....
something wrong with me yesterday XD
Well, father using the computer and I wad so damn bored so just simply take a book an read...
after that i went out from my room to living room watched TV...
ok then, was typing fast coz i'm rushing to have tuition later =)
CIAZZZzzz ppl...

I know a place that we can go through

a place that no one knows you

and wont know who we are

Let Me Take You There- White T-plain

Empire State Of Mind

The first day of December...
I'm here to say BYE NOVEMBER...
24 more days is christmas
and 30++ more days I gonna start my form 4 life ><


I so poor now ><
I wanna work to gain experience and money but I still underage...
I don't know why some of them 13 to 15 age can find a work ><
and my mum keep on bising said that I waste alot of money...
everytime i went out with friends i'll use my own money more than their money LOL
but they dunno...and they asked me yesterday whether I still got moeny in my purse or not..and i said no, just left RM5 there...
and then my mum asked me don't use alot of money...we don't have money already...zzzzz...
i know all of this...and now i try not to use alot of money and use my own money but they don't understand me ><


this month i'm gonna go out with jing yee and others to Sungai Wang buy clothes...
accuatully Kim Yen not following us...but then yesterday she fon me and said she wanan go to Sungai Wang...
we'll go there by Monorial and LRT ...
zzz kinda complicated...coz never sit Monorial and LRT be4 HAHAHA...
and this thursday i'm gonna go to Kim Yen's house watch ghost movie O.O
kinda excited ! =)


Was woke up at 11am this morning ...
and on9 as usual =)
today has a good wheather...
around 11am i think...it's gonna rain again but at the end it doesn't rain..
Btw, I feel that my english is soooo cacat ><
i have to put more effort on it ....