The Deeper You Feel, The More You Appreciate

Sign...
I swear
next end of the year's holidays
which is after SPM
I WON'T AGAIN ALLOW MY HOLIDAYS BE THIS BORING!!!!
sad~

Emptiness

Sign...
I'm so bored ><
seriouslly, I prefer busy than doing nothing here ><
is so BORED!
The most of the time is facing with computer
I don't know what can I do instead of facing the computer whole day
I always asked myself
what else I can do?
what I am suppose to do?
guess what?
I felt so happy when I went to tution today
this is the first time ><
because of what?
becouse i finally can step out from my house ==
finally can go out LOL
sitting in the house is so....
although home is the best place to stay but...


I miss the old you
what's wrong with you?

Little House

I love this place...

but it's haunted without you

my tired heart is beating so slow

our hearts sing less

than we wanted

we wanted

our hearts sing cause

we do not know

we do not know...

To light the night

to help us grow

to help us grow

it is not said i always know

You can catch me

don't you run

don't you run

If you live another day

in this happy little house

the fire's here to stay

To light the night

to help us grow

to help us grow

it is not said

I always know

Please don't make a fuss

it won't go away

the wonder of it all

the wonder that I made

I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay...

Little house

Mooncake Festival

I spend my so-called "MOONCAKE FESTIVAL" with doing accounts ='(

Everytime I Breathe I Miss You

My mind is blind...
I don't know what I should write here @@
currentlly doing account...
it's takes almost my whole life to do it
it's like forever cannot finish
ones it's not finish
I can't enjoy my life
I carry tons of worries and stress everyday, sign.
hope i can finish it soon =)


I know....my title is totally not suit my story here
haha I don't care cause I really don't know what to put =D

I always express hatred

but deep inside my heart

there's a love for you

Can't Be Tamed

New blog TEMPLES!!!!
ok...I was busy this few months
busy with homeworks, tuitions and studies ><
I'm not blogging for few months already
the main reason is i'm TOO LAZY...
don't know why,
today I have the mood to update my dead blog
and I'd change my temples again
coz i'm not satisfied with my previous temples
well.....I just roughly choose this temples
will change it next time when I free =)
herm...I think I should change my font colours to black o.o


Everytimes when you're in good luck
you will be bad luck as well ><
last week, I had borrow my friend's pendrive
after I had done everything
I wanted to gave them back
but then I LOST IT!!!
I have been worried for two days
I keep blamed on myself
HOW COULD I BE SO CARELESS?!
I keep on search for the pendrive like mad women
eventually, I found it =D
do you know how happy I am?
finally i can have a rest and nice sleep


Time flies too fast like nobody's business =(
now is August already
4 more months is 2011
i'm FORM 5
what the hell???
A jumble of thoughts come toward me out of the sudden
i'm happy coz finally I can have my car lesson (maybe)
I can have my own laptop
the last year in the school
finally I can graduate =D
on the other hand, I am sad
I have to leave my friends, go to different direction respectively
have a new lifestyle
be4 that SPM!! is waiting for me...


Promise me, you'll wait for me
and be to know you feel the same way too
you look like you're in another world
I can't read your mind
how can you be so far away
I don't know where I stand with you
and I don't know what I mean to you...

Blue

I'm sad
coz someone I don't know
making fool of me

What Is Pain?

It's Sunday Again

It's Sunday again
I was surprise
coz this is the 1st time I watch football @@
yesterday I had a fun night haha
coz whole familly were gathered at the living room
watched football together,
shout together XD


Today....is back as usual
bored as usual
boring like hell
omg >< I really don't how to describe
what kind of feeling I have right now
maybe i'm too emotional...
do all of you know the kind of feeling of waiting?
lol...I keep on waiting that day to come
but I don't know when It will come...

Who I am is now the one I want to be...

Sunday, You Give Me Blues

Sunday, you give me a Monday blues ><
you make me realise I have tons of homework haven done
i'm so lazy to drag my body to do homework...
i'm gonna start my busy life again on tomorrow
2 exams are waiting for me to face @@
then...it's holidays again
i'm waiting for the next holidaiys hahaha

Time

Look at the time
10 more minutes then it's 11am
I should off to get ready
eat my lunch at 11am? @@
yea cause later 12:15pm I have an appointment
and hope later tuitions won't be so bored
gonna be a short post
ciaozz =)

There You'll Be

An another bored day =)
stay in the house the whole day
I was wondering...
should I cut my hair shorter a little bit
or....just left it long?


Just found number of songs today
not a new songs
but it's an old songs
nice songs ever =D
I'm just wondering why they can sing that well?
it is just perfect


At last....I have tuitions tomorrow
at least I will do something
something like revision
not many just a little bit
and yeah learn something


Today's weather is quite hot ><
I think i'll die without aircon XD
should start do my homework already
the last week of holidays
cannot spend it like this
anyway, I have no idea what to write anymore
so ya ciaozz =)

It's Saturday

My holidays is just goes so damn boring ><
I don't know why everytime i'm hoping for holidays
when school time
everyday just sitting in front of the computer
playing fb's games everyday,
youtube,
sogou,
hear songs,
blogging,
play organ,
doing some hommeworks,
watch movies.....
OH GOD!!! this lifestyle is sucks ><


Every people is sooooo busy for their plans or even vacations
they are enjoying their precious holidays
and yet me? spend my holidays without doing anything fun or interesting
I seriouslly fed up =(
where all my friends go?
I wish I could go out with you all
and the 1st week of holidays I just went out once
the rest of the day I spent my holidays with tuitions
GOD!!!
haiz....how I wish this year i'm 17?
how I wish I can faster end up this sucks secondary life?
how I wish I have a better life when I go to college?
how I wish I have a group of friends that can crazy and fun together ;(
I never have
how I wish i'm a sociable person
everybody seem getting further and further
I feel like I don't even know you anymore
just like a strangers
back to the first time
i'm a failure seriouslly


This is why I hate holdiays
it is so lifeless ><
today it's not going to be a fun day
yeah......no partner to play with =(
no partner to talk to @@
tomorrow gonna to be worst
what if I can drive right now?
I would go out somewhere alone
and just shopping alone like nobody's business
I would do this next year =)
I hate going to school also
cause....the afternoon section students who use my class
they just took the chairs and tables away
to put their buku nilam all those stuff ><
OH GOD!! I seriouslly mad at it...
most probally a row have 2 tables
and they took one of it
then I wass like sitting alone behind there ><
GRRRRRRR!!!!
no partner nvm
I just hoping a table beside me ><
haiz....I don't know what can I do


Everyone have their own litmit
i'm useless, I can't do much things
anyway....i'm not satisfied what I have done
I don't get my target everytime ><
this is my big weakness...

Learn how to understand people's feelings

before you say something that would hurt them

Learn to be patience in any situation

and don't jump into conclusion without investigating.

Lastly, don't get hostile too fast,

it will definitely ruin your day.

These are your mistakes.

New Things

I just changed my blog's templete this afternoon
well, i'm not really satisfied it
I felt it not nicer than the previous 1 ><
anyway, it useless to regret
coz I had changed it already >
sign...
how do you guys fell? nice?

Went to visit dentist today @@
to check my teeth
and yeah, I wait for today for so long
and finally it reached
the dentist had checked my teeth
and he washed myy teeth ><
quite pain and it bleed @@
wash away the dirth
looking forward to the next appointment
is on following Monday =)

3rd Day Of Holidays

Well, today is an another boring day ><
seriouslly don't know what to do
i have things to do but I lazy
everytime holiday start
I will starting to lazy ><
have tuition later
better than nothing to do at home


I'm out of topic
should off right now and watch tv ><
ciaozzz

Yesterday Outing

Today post i'm going to talk roughly about yesterday

yesterday, I went to Sunway Piramid with friends

Before watched movie

we went to Kim Gary ate our lunch

here have some pictures to share with you

This is my drink,

ice lemon tea =D

and this is my "yeong chou" fried rice =)

this is Emily and Jing Wen's food

haha

they didn't order drink

Pui Yen had order so many things

2 drinks and a set of rice

it free the soup @@

this is the most delicious drink

Yeah...

thats all from now

ciao =)

If I Am A Billionaire

WOW @@ this is the first time I didn't update my blog for so long
2 weeks has pass
nono.....I should say 2 more days to go
then I finish my EXAMSSSS!!!!
freaking happy seriouslly =)
well, why I can blog today is just because
I PONTENG TUITIONS TODAY XD
I reached home at about 2:10pm
on the way home, I went to MANJA SQUARE to buy something that I desparate and wait for so long
and finally I brought IT!! =D
but I have to keep it as secret and wait until i'm outing with friends ont he following weeks
I'll bluf that I brought it in that day hehe...
besides that, I saw my bus was passing by at there.
today morning finally have a comfortable sit to sat
if and only if uncle bus is free
I bet tomorrow will stand the whole way to school again...


Seriouslly, I currentlly on holiday's mood ><
I have no mood on exams already @@
how scary is this huh?
but i'm quite happy here cause many subjects had pass
4 subjects to go...and afther this it's holidays
alot of people have full of appointment during the holidays
but i'm not
except tuitions and outing with secondary friends, that's all.
I heard some of them will be outing with their primary school friends
I don't' have primary friends?
all had gone
quite jealous though and feels sad
what a lonely person
I felt those who are close with me on the previous time
so far apart
what makes me feels this? I don't know and I will never know why...
i'm not a social type of person
this is my big weakness
or maybe i'm too boring to talk with?
or maybe....i'm just a transparent creature?
as time pass by, everyone change...I hate this seriouslly
but what to do?
on primary and secondary school like I fail this test
I do hope it will chance on college life
I do hope things will be better soon


I felt super tired during exams weeks
should have some sleep now
and stop onlining until exams is over =)
GAMBATE

I miss the previous time

The Road Not Taken

Being teenagers is hard
and you will never know why and when things gonna happen
exam is just 2 more days to go
tons of homeworks haven done yet
teacher won't give my pebels marks later =(
anyway, this pebel marks is for 3rd exams
not really important though
but still have to get it ><
I have peer of pressure and dealing with emotional stress
It worst =(
I just don't get how other's people can manage not to get fail on exams
without seriouslly studied
I will never know why
in chinese says "there are always have the higher mountain" <<< translate it into chinese zzz
well, it's true....maybe i'm just stupid.
why does I have so many mood swings
mostly I felt belittle << lolz, forgot how 2 spell already OR MAYBE...I don't know what word is that
haiz....whatever...I already did my best and that's ok ><
I felt anxious but I do not know what to do
it is just useless if you just worried at there without doing anything
I did, but it just didn't made any changes ><

It's Alright, It's Okay

I don't mean that to talk like that to you

If We Ever Meet Again

Why my life is so boring?
I don't know
I'm a quiet person
those who know me, they know it
i'm a bored person seriouslly
I scare to talk with strangers
I scare to order things sometimes
I can't go into the topics when my friends were talking
that why I don't have much friends


I'm quiet
so I have alot of time
to see, to concentrate
peoples who are surrounding me
I saw the way they talk, they act, they eat,
their personality and so on...
i'm very sensitive (i mean not that "sensitive")
I can sense something...and I know you are lying blah blah blah


I like to day dreaming
gaze at something and think alot of things
just like my soul has come out from my body
 but I can't do this right now
I have to concentrate on my studies
gonna crazy ><


I had made a mistake
luckily, I had turns back
if not I bet I will felt super regret now
I hope it's not too late

It's Sunday =)

It's Sunday today
the only boring and relex day
today gonna stay in the house the whole day again ><
I haven cut my hair yet
and i can guess they will delay delay delay delay it
I can't endure my hair already
I look like aunty ><
when I can tie my teeth?
half year has passed
how I wish I can hear "come, today I bring you to meet dentist" this word ><


Have a nice whether today
no haze, fresh air, blue and white sky haha
but too bad, I'm staying in the house the whole day


I felt we alll so far apart
we all not like previous time
how good it is if I can rewind the time
I tried so hard to change
I tried to be perfect
but it's still the same
how long do I have to spend?
I don't want to care but I can't
I tried to live in my own world
do what I suppose to do
and that's alright.



The older we grow, the more we want
we want that, we want this
but things won't goes what we want everytime
jealous, greedy, anger, envy and so on
will comes towards we all
life is full of setbacks.

Being alone sometimes

Leave

Today our pratical moral teacher
who teach us for 3 months already
and now it's the time comes to an end
it's time for him to leave
today while we having moral class
he asked us to write a form
which is all about "what do you think about me"
"did I teach you all well' something like that
I don't feel want to hurt him
so ya....I did a lie
I can see from his eyes
he is already did his best
anyway he is just a newbie
this is an experience for him
hope he will be more experince and improve next time
farewell =)

Despressed

Again...
I did the same thing
when I'm tring hard to do add mathes
not only this subjects
whatever things in studies
I felt despressed
I felt I left so behind compare to peoples surrounding me
anyway...theres a word "no pain, no gain"
I must GAMBATE!!


Not going to school tomorrow
coz tomorrow is anugerah day for my school
many poeople will not coming tomorrow
and there will no teachers teaching
they will busy all those stuff
and it will be a super boring day again
just like today
i'm not going to school on next Monday
coz that day is hari guru
even worst
the whole day we will stay int he hall
watching teachers to play only....


Going to cut hair tomorrow
I was like finally....
I was for tomorrow super long edi
finally it comes =)

Life is full of setbacks

I'm Back!!

I know I have been abandoned my blog for so long
and now i'm back =)


I feel so lazy to blog nowadays
was busy tuitions, homeworks and studies ><
I wanted to cut hair
but I think have to wait another 1000 years
sign....


I feel like have many things to say
but everytime I started to write
my mind all blank ><
this is one of the reason makes me lazy to blog ><
anyway, exam is around the corner
i have to control myself not to lazy anymore
GAMBATE!!

I don't know what kind of feelings I have now

Regret Forever

Was a very boring day
nothing special happened today
it's always bored as usual
one things that good is today is Friday lolz...
the only day that I don't have tuitions
and the only day that I can rest


I hope I can cut hair tomorrow
but my mum said she wanna visit the furniture showhouse...
something like that ><
sign...the only day that i don't have music class
yet i cannot cut my hair ><

I had made a mistake

but why?

god seem don't forgive me ><

Krazy

How good it is if I can danceeee

Drive Away My Heart

Hellooooooo
i'm here again =)


Just now I went to facebook
and I saw someone posted a video
about a horrorble accident....
at first, I have no idea what is that
slowly I figure out something
IT'S A HUMAN HEAD!!!!!!
AND HALF OF A BODY!!
then I continue watch it
then...it's a chinese guy
and his body had separated into two =S
I saw his intestine all that on the road
moreover......I saw his legs.....
the skin already came out
and I saw the meat ><
OMG....can you imagine how pain it is!?
how scary it is!!??
This is true not FAKE!!
someone record as a video and I saw there are alot of cars
yet....no one stop down and help this poor human ><
haiz~~~ I feel that I really sooo well-being
I should satisfy everything...


As we grow older
ther are many tedious things come towards us
and also have many ways to go
but it's really hard to choose ><
should I continue take chinese
or....should not I???
anyone can give me suggestions?
chinese is important nowadays
some people want to employ those who have exam chinese in their SPM ><
haiz~~~ i really don't know what to do ><


Feel lazy to do homeworks
so ya i'm in front of the pc right now ><
should force myself to do homeworks later
homeworks were like mountain that much
everytime went to bed
I can't even have a peaceful sleep ><
i'll feel there is many things I havend one yet ><
PENDINGSSSSS homeworks...
mid year exams is around the corner...
I don't feel like having exams ><
yet i fell scare.....sign...

If we ever  meet again

Repeat The Same Thing Everyday

It is Monday again
and I went to TTC tuitions as usual
reached home at around 6:15pm ><
damn tired...
and I was like damn hungry and straight away ate my dinner
once I set foot in my house =D


Took a bath
and feel fresh
then online LOL
I have less time to online nowadays
lucky today my dad went out just now
so ya....I have the chance to online =)
but I feel bored too
there's ntg for me to surfing ><


Gonne sut hair on this Saturday
I was like finally~~~
I just can't wait for it
my hair is so thick and heavy ><
it's time to have some cut =)

just being random

What I waiting for?

I should not think of it

but I sitll....

How Do You Express Yourself?

What a nice day
but...i'm will stay in the house the whole day ><

I have nothing better to do

Currently busy doing sivik folio and eng essay ><

if I finish it all

i'll be relex

sign.....

Smilling randomly when you think of a funny memory

You Got Me

I'm getting fed up of oral
suppose today i'm going to oral
but since the time is going to the end
so ya...have to wait again until next week ><


I should appreaciate on what I have
but why I still not satisfy?????!!
i'm weird ><

Imma Back To Tuition Center

Today.......
is the 1st day I went to Old Town tuition, TTC
well, I have to go to Taman Assunta to take some pictures for the moral thing
HOW I WISH I CAN SAT BUS WENT HOME ='(
then went to wait bus but at the end we went there by taxi ><


When I reached there, I was so regret that I didn't brought my phone ><
it was so unconvinience
I can't saw Sze Teng and Emily
at the end I found them
I was like "Thank God" haha~
I didn't ate my lunch today
haiz~~ what a busy day
so I just brought a cup of milo at MCD


The tuition was still okay
but I saw numbers of people that I knw @@
nvm...it don't bother me
nothing happens...but some teacher was so funny haha
maybe i'll will tuition at there untill I graduate ><
then....reached home aorund 6:15pm @@
quite tired you knw?
I think I can be a robot ><


One things has settle
yeeepeee =D
but still 1 more to go~~~
GAMBATE!!!!!
amitofo o.o

The Day I Did "Nothing"

My blog looks so dead
I knw....
i'm a boring type of person
my life is boring @@


Non of my post is interesting
all are boring posts
argh ><
It's Monday tomorrow
force to wear tie
and and and...
after school i'll went to Old Town
to register a tuition, TTC @@
haiz~~~~


I'm so fed up of tuition
that why
past 3 years
i'm not attending any tuition center
wow! It is extreamlly tired
I just depends on myself
I can't be others.....i'm me NOT anyone else
although I hate ppl always compare me to others
but.....I, myself is the one who always compare to others O.O???
urghhhh >< i'm so tired
gonna 6pm
and gonna rain soon
I can slightly heard thew thunderstorm's sound
the black clound almost covered all the the earth
nice scerenary =D

PS: this is yesteday's post =)

Take A Bow

Hellooooooooooooooo =)

Guess what?

I'M BACK!!

lame ~_~

sry for have been abandend my blog so long

i'm getting lazy to update my blog ><

so now i'm gonna write about last 2 weeks' Saturday

after having dinner

we went to Puncak Jalil

to visited my new house the last time

cause we sold it already

on the way,

i'm so bored as usual

and took some random pictures LOL

nice or not??

wakakakakakakaka

my capture skill is getting better

rite rite rite???

I knw....i'm so pearasan XD

ok skip

...

Okay, yesterday we went to look for some new houses

and we reached....(totaly forgot the place's name -.-)

we went to the office 1st to get some information

the place is surrounding by mountain

WOW! beyond my expectation

those house is so nice

but it's too far from here

I have took some nice screnary pictures

here it goes

beside the lake

and the surrounding is so clean

it doesn't look like swimming pool

coz it's not deep

but it is a swimming pool

when your 1st step into this office house

you'll saw this

the light...

nice right?

quite unique (for me)

After that

we went to JUSCO

nearby there to have our lunch

then we went to SETIA ALAM

to visit new houses again

after a long run

everything is back to usuall

I went to music class =)

gonna have practical exam

sign....

school exams is around the corner

now + music exam ><

As age is getting older

many things starting comes towards me

many tedious things

many things have to make disicion

have to dicide which 1 is better

take the risk to choose LOL

it looks like there are many stones

blocking my way...

fndjksalfjdklsa;fjkdl;asjfkld;sajfkld;sajfkld;sakfjdls

I also don't know what i'm trying to say

zzz

anyway

i'll stop here

ciaozz ppl =)

You think me rude

but I just stand and stare

Anxious State Of Mind

What a day
I can't endure the heat outside ><
sweating like bathing
we went to Taman Assunta
after school and then
we went there cincai took some pictures
and then playing around at there LOL

Having english oral today
but it haven my turn
so ya....will be continue on next week
oh god >< please bless me sign...

A Twist In My Story

清澈的天空，昏暗的天空，初晴的天空，落雨的天空，朝霞的天空，夕照的天空，哦，还有暗黑的或璀璨的夜空……你喜欢什么样的天空？你生活在怎样的天空下？你为哪一片天空心动？


 
For my opinion, I love alllll kind of sky
no matter is cloudy or sunny
I love it
because every kind fo sky
repreasent my feeling
one more thing is
I feel freedom....
when I always bored
nothing to do
i'll will staring the sky throught the window
for so long....million of things run through  my mind.
 
 
Finding tuition almost going insane LOL
well...I feel I so left behind and depreased
I should put more effort on it ><
but "lazy" pull me down to gravity again...
 
 

触摸冰冷的玻璃

看着镜中的自己

和昨日一样的自己

明日也不会改变的自己

Fearless

About 6 or 7 homeworks are waiting for me ><
but i'm super lazy to do....
i'm become lazy again =(


Finally it's settle
finally can have some peace
my feeling are like afther the ranning
through the rain
after raining sun is smilling to the whole world ><
I know i sot sot dei jor


Yesterday stay back for chinese class
oral time ><
and i just get 21/30 @@
not bad and also not very good ><
nah...is ok at least i get 20 somthing

Whataya Want From Me

Hey guysss =)
today's post will be a boring post again
well, I had realised that i'm a boring type person ><
everytime feels bored
bored of everything ><


Nothing special happens today
went to music class as usual
after that went to have dinner
and that is the end of today ><
haha...bored ryte?

Burnin' Up

Uh uh
life's like this
uh huh uh huh
that's the way it is
cause life's like this
uh huh uh huh
that's the way it is
chill out, what you yelling for?
lay back, it's all been done before
and if, you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
when we're driving in your car
and you're, talking to me one on one
but you become
somebody elso
round everyone else
your watching your back
like you can't relex
you trying to be cool
you look like a fool to me~
tell me why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like somebody else gets me frustrated
life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get,
and turn it into
honestly, you promised me
i'm never gonna find you fake it
no, no, no
you come over unannounced
dressed up, like you're something else
where you are ain't where it's at
you see
you're making me
laugh out, when you strike a pose
take off, all your preppy clothes
you know, you're not fooling anyone
when you become
somebody else
round everyone else
watching your back
like you can't relex
you trying to be cool
you look like a fool to me~
tell me why'd you have to go to make things complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
get's me frustrated
life's liek this
you fall you crawl you break
and you take what you get,
and turn it into
honestly, you promised me
i'm never gonna find you fake it
no, no, no
................

Everyone need peaces ##

Light On

Today is rabtai
well...as what I mentioned it on my previous post
I'M SUFFERING UNDER THE SUN ><

seriouslly tired

herm....

i'm not comming on this Friday,

hari sukan

(maybe)

i'm stuck again ><

get bored of everything...

scary...

Boredom Is A Pattern Not A Reality

I'M BORED!!! seriouslly =(

I don't know what can I do

was doing my add mathes

and I end up half way ><

I'm trying hard to find things to do

i'm doing what I usually do

anything that can cure my boredness

but seem....no use ><

listening song

watch tv

day dreaming

doing homeworks

lying on the bed

omg @@

why am I so lifeless ><

Tomorrow is rabtai << ???

don't know how to spell

gonna suffer under the sun ><

sobs! sobs!

I'm not important anymore...

These Words

I'm not going for chinese class again~
oh god
i'm wondering
should I continue take chinese or should I not to?????
sign....hard to make decision ><
wooohooo...
i've done some of my homeworks at school
I can relex for today XD
a short post again
ciaozzz =)

Breakthrough ~

Hellooooooooo there =)

went to KL today

to visit PERFECT LIVING & SHEOS CARNIVAL!!!!

all is about furniture and decoration

wow!! is super nice ><

too bad...I don't have my own room...

something had happen few days ago

not going to say here ^^

and and and...

the shoes carnival

i'm super regret that I din't buy that SHOE!!!

ARGH ><

many nice shoe haiz..

okay...okay...okay...

stop for girly things

after that went home =)

that all for today

i've cut alot @@

short post as usuall

I can't write that long =(

don't know how they do it??

ok then

ciaozzzz =)

Being simple

simple = nice  ♥

Whatcha Say?

Currentlly reading books
very rare huh? @@
haha...I feel bored...
had a very nice slept yesterday XD
nothing much to write here
so ya ><
just a short post
ciaozzz =)

I found myself in an awkward position,

and was at a loss how to get out of it.

Moonlight Sonata

Weeeeeeee =)
it's an end for today
i'll put it a full stop~
and tomorrow is Friday
my school is a christain school
so yea....tomorrow is good friday
TOMORROW IS HOLIDAY!!!
woooohoooo~!!
even though it's just a day
but it's enough =D
i'll appreaciate it so much X3


Something happended today at the bus
I have no comment for that ><
it's non of my bussiness
so yea~~~ i'm not going to ruin my mood for today =)
many things has happen days by days
I felt so......don't know how to describe my feeling right now
I feels sad coz I cannot do anything
just see you all falling into the dark
I can't lend you a hand =(
i'm just very "wu neng wei li"
too bad~ i'm too young for that
many things I don't know
many things haven experience before
I can't help you anything
and can't be a good listener


Reality is cruel
something goes wrong with me ><
I must try not to follow my heart anymore
just have to focus on what should I do
and want I have to do =\


Oh well....currentlly waiting for the aunty to ring me
for the tuition thing
Sze Teng rang me just now and said I can go tuition for add mathes today
but my dad just went out not long ago
I have no transport ><
how about english?
I don't know...waiting for answer....

It seem like you are ignoring me...

Life After You

Ranning yesterday
as I had mentioned it yesterday...
an average rain yet cold~~~
malaysian....will which to have some cold?
maybe...but for me I wish cold rather than hot ><
had a cold and nice nap yesterday afternoon
woohoo~~ =D
but after I woke up
my phone spoilt ><
I press the button but it cannot function well
slow like a snail
after that hang at there
can't even move
gek sam ah~~~ T_T


Waiting my parent to came back and asked my brother to check
and it is already spoilt T_T
so my dad gave me one of his fon XD
just 1 year old
and I have to say goodbye to my fon
hope u rest in peace at there.... sob sob...
it kind of mafan when changing fon ><
many things have to redo, resetting it ~_~


Today is the last day of March
starting tommorrow the timetables had change once again ><
I feel so proud of myself
I can solve some add mathes questions =D
and I understand =)
( for me )
i'll stop here
ciaozz =)

Dessert Always Waiting For The Rain

Around 2:53pm
gonna ranning soon


I wish tomorrow is Thursday ><
overall today was okay
but I felt so sleepy....
today night should early already...
nothing much to write
ciaozzz =)

Nothing Is Easy

WOW @@
I just finished my homeworks
so rare huh?
yesterday I finally prepared my eng oral!
weeeeeee =)
but haven arrange it...


But sometimes.....
I really feel that i'm always the one who has been forgotton...
wish the time can flies faster a bit =)
yawn....tired and sleepy but not going to sleep
oopsss O.O
4:30pm already....it's time for me to take a bath
so ya
ciaozz =D

What Hurts The Most?

Oh god ><
i'm super bored here...
later night I have to prepare for my eng oral
cannot delay, delay and delay again
it forever won't finish if I keep on escape from it =(


Something wrong with me lately
I have no idea what to write ><
my post getting short day by day haha~
oh yea....I keep on thinking what course should I take after finsih SPM
and yeah.....finally done =)
one more thing is good for me is
finally I found a tuition nearby my house
oh gosh, god help me =D
but I just take add mathes and english tuition
there don't have acc and econ class...sign...


Currentlly day dreaming ><
staring the view thorugh the window
what a nice day
but it looks like gonna rain soon
this two years might be tough
but I know I have to pass this test
many things had happened
what things will happen later?
I don't know...
I've started to scare
I should put more effort on it
but still......I cannot fight with lazy worms that lives inside of my body ><
even though I don't really like this school
I feel like want to get out from this school now
graduate the next day =D
finish my secondary life...but still...
feel sad to leaving this school ~_~
i'm getting old day by day
I cannot always look backward
I should look forward
those are become a past tense
why should I keep on thinking of it?
but really hard to forget about it
and this is call memories???
yea....can't erase it once it happen
can't erase the feeling this strong.
everyone is changing
with the enviromment around us
wish I can rewind the time back...


I wish the time can flies faster when i'm bored
I can't wait to drive car wakakakka
and my dream car is.....AUDI!!!
love it super much XD
hope my dream will come true when i'm getting old =D
oh o.o
another long post
maybe for you it's not long
but for me is long hehe
i'll stop here
ciaozzz =)

It's Weekend

5 more days
and April is here @@
fast huh??

Wow =D
finally it's friday
yeah...friday is the only day
I can relex awhile at night XD
should enjoy it later =)
well...nothing much to post ><
so ya..ciaozzz =)

Time Flies~

1 day has gone...
I really don't know want to post about what
well....I always stuck when i'm blogging
ohmg!! I have to rush....finish doing my sc hw
and preparing ENGLISH ORAL!!!!
oh gosh >< this really make me stressful...


Today is Wednesday
and 2 more days
weeeeeeee =)
it's weekend again
sign...

Come! Let's Celebrate =D

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
1st term exam is finally over
and yeah....i'm relexing here XD


Overall was okay
moral is quite easy after all =)
finally pass this test =)
but....after exam
now have to be back at the previous time
heavy bags espeacially tuesday ><
sign....it seem so tough this 2 years
god please bless me =(


Leo's interview???
again??
I don't know whether I should go or shouldn't go???

just being random ><

lives is full of setbacks