It Takes More

Today is the last day of november...
gonna december..
gonna eat "tang yuan"...
gonna christmas...
and gonna take PMR result ><
nah....whatever, don't wanna think to much 1st...
still have 25 days to go...

I just finished watched PANDORUM & 2012...
and now I have 2 more movies that i wanna watch zzz
here it is :

1.

2.

Avatar and Twilight (New Moon)...
Avatar....i think next month only start ><
HUUuuu...many new movies is coming out...i wanan watch it to enjoy my holidays =)
next year will be a bz year for me and I will miss all the new and ncie movie so now I have to enjoy cukup cukup =)

I'm Just A Girl

Nothing happens today...
was staring at the comp almost 4 hours...
Haiz...it is really a boring boring boring boring boring day...
looking around others people's blog, downloading songs, hear some songs and blogging here
there are soo many things to write..but when I blog i'll get stuck...
i don't know why...

I'm kinda worry about my music test result ><"

I was so scared that i can't pass this time...

I'll get scold for sure if i don't pass my test.....feel desapare ( << idk how 2 spell hehe)

One more things that I worried about is PMR result and the class that i'll will go next year...

anyway, altough this holidays is soooo bored, so lonely, so lifeless bla bla bla

I have to enjoy it cukup cukup =)

coz the journey is just start ><

next year is not honeymoon for me...

or else i'll die in spm next 2 years...

WOOOT! I just can't wait to get 17 =)

coz i wanna DRIVE CAR!!

1st, it wont ma fan father to fetch me go here go there...

2nd, it is so convinence that have own cars...and can go out with frenz lim teh XD

but...it only will happen after spm ~ . ~

My father gonna buy a new destop

coz this 8 or 9 years old computer is time to change ><

and gonna use Windows 7

HAHA...

i'm still using Windows XP ==

The main reason to change the computer is y father have to use it to work =)

Was so boring

I'd found sooo many new songs at youtube =)

was enjoying hearding the songs =)

Yawn...

boredness can makes us feel even more sleepy ><"

but i cannnot sleep

or else i'll be pig later XD

All right, i'll write till here..

gonna paktor with my novel now

Ciaozz ppl =)

The Rain Falls

Was rainning this afternooon...
wow, it is so gd ...
if not it rili like burning ><
and it just like take away my sadness and lonliness..
I still remember last time
after the rain
i saw 2 rainbow !!!
become a parallel line WOW!
IT IS SO DAMN NICE...and this is the 1st time i ever saw in my life =)
but too bad...I forgot to capture it =(
haha anyway,  it always in my mind =)
and i'll wont forget it forever...
gd9 everyone...and wish you all have a sweet dream =)

Saturday

Well, yesterday went out half of the day

so today...whole day stayed in the house day dreaming XD

except went out dinner...

was went to Sri Petaling as usual...

haha...

In the afternoon, my brother and I saw the Oscar Fish was fighting

so my dad quckily take one of the Oscar Fish to another aquarium ><

and my brother go search in the internet and it said the oscar fish wanna having BABY!! lol

I was kinda exciting ~ . ~

ok then, i'll write until here =)

bye ppl...

Happiness Is Never Stopping To Think If You Are

I din't update my blog yesterday ><
coz i'm out half of the day and at the night my father was usign the computer..
so I cant used...
and now is about 8:27pm...is gonna end of today =)
just went back home few minutes ago and straight away on the computer =)
ok then, back to topic...


Yesterday is a holiday and my parent were not working...
so...they decided wanna went to NAZA WORLD to look at the car coz my brother wanan buy a car next year...he don't have car now...
I had looked soooo many races cars there!! WOW!!
It's amazing XD
( paiseh ppl, i'm a fans of races cars XD )
i'm so happy when i saw those cars HAHA..
afther that we went to look at our new house..
5 years ago my mom bought that house...5 years later still cant stay inside =(
and the house gonna renovate soon =)
but...I have to wait 2 more years...
wait i graduate only can shift there
coz it's kinda far from my school ><


It wad so hot ><
made me feel sleepy...and headache...
sometimes too hot also can make you feel sleepy XD
but the sky is so ncie la just like below this picture =)
I had found this picture at the internet...

Was went to 1Utama after this =)
I had been soooooo long din't went there shopping...
when we reached there we straight away ate lunch XD
coz we were soo hungry HAHAHA...
and I had bought a cloth =) coz got discount so my mum let me buy hahah...
Between, thx to my dad =)
I saw many leng lui there > <
just wish could be like them ><
coz i'm not leng at all...
wow, walk shopping there kinda long about 2 hours..
our leg so damn tired haha
imagine that i have ogawa thn can masarch << paiseh idk how 2 spell...


On the way back home, my dad bought 5 small durian rm10, cheap ryte?
but i dislike durian >< and i never eat be4 coz i don't want to eat haha...
my bro went out with frenz so just my ada and mom ate the durian...they were so full and not going to ate dinner LOLzzz...
but i'm kinda hungry..so i cook maggie~~~
while i'm cooking...i saw sunset (not the sun la is the sky colours) were so nice! haha but i capture it not tat nice la hehe...
picture will be uploaded soon =)


Happiness is never stopping to think if you are??
yea...it's true...think the happy things always and try no to think the sad things...
but...happy moment is always sooo short...=(

Can I?

It's 11:30pm night now...i'm still onlining...

Well, i'm soooo damnnnnn bored now ><

Hiaz...on9 at msn...but nobody can talk to...

Can somebody talk with me??

Owh man...

the freaking sun...

i'm soo hot now ><

I have to bath at last twice a day ...

sometimes kinda lazy...hahahaha...

Ok back to topic...

looking at someone blog just now...

She wrote there "you can touch the sky when u try to touch it"

Is that true?

When you look up to the sky...

the sky is just infront of you..

just like you raise up your hand then you can touch it..

acuatully the sky is toooo far apart

no matter how I try but i'm just left behind...

Rockstar

Was went out today with li ting to Mid Valley...
The main reason we went there is...we two wanna watch a MOVIE, 2012
haha...
I woke up a little bit late today around 10:15am
and...i'm rushing to went out so I din't ate my breakfast ><
but then...li ting don't want to go Mid Valley so early coz nothing to do...the movie will start at 2pm
so she went to my house and gave back me the...( it's a thing..i don't know what it call ) and my calculater =)
she stayed at my house about 20 minutes then we went out to find some taxi...
Soon...we find a taxi so we start our journey went to Mid Valley...
When we reached there.....I went to MCD ate my breakfast + lunch XD
I'm kinda useless...I wanted to called a set of nudget
but...i said to the wroker a set of burger ><
LOL
kinda no face ><
al last i called a set of nudget
HAHA
while i'm eating, I saw Ester Leong..
She was a friendly person...she said hi to us =)
after that we walk around the Mid Valley to wait for the movie start...
Finally it's 2pm and we were watching 2012!!
This movie is AWESOME!!!
This movie ended at 4:45pm
so we went to bought some donut at BIG APPLE and thn we went back home by taxi...
HUUUuuu....ya, that all I wanna say...
see yaa ppl =)

Happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose

what you win or lose

you cant have anything

Don't you take changes

you might feel the pain

don't you love in vain...

coz love wont set you free...

I could stand by the side

and watch this life pass me by..

so unhappy but safe as could be...

So what if it hurts me?

so what if i break down?

So what if this world just throw me off the edge

my feet run off ground...

I gotta find my place..

I wanna hear my sound...

don't care other pain in front of me

coz i'm just tryna be HAPPY...yea...

just wanna be happy...yea...

Holding it tightly just cant let it go...

just tryna play my roll, slowly dissapear...oh...

well all this tears, they feel like they're the same

just different face...

different names...

Get me outta here..

well i can stand by the side and watch this life pass me by..

pass me by...

so what if it hurst me?

so what if i break down?

so what id this world just throws me off the edge?

my feel run off the ground..

I gotta find my place..

I wanna hear my sound...

Don't care other pain in front of me..

coz i'm just tryna be HAPPY...

so any turns that I can see?

i'll count a stranger on this road

but don't say wictim

don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?

so what if i break down?

so what if this world just throws me off the edge?

my feet run out the ground...

I gotta find my place...

I wanna hear my sound...

don't care about all the pain in front me

cause i'm just wanna be HAPPY...

Gah....is a new songs from Leona Lewis XD

and...i wrote this lyrics..

just waana say that I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY =)

The Sun

The sun is finally coming out
It had been 2 weeks cloudy the whole day...
It also good coz the clothes will dry XD

Yesterday, I heard a news at the tv..
they said at New Zealand, they found a huge ice mountain
floating on the sea...
somemore they showed us the pictures LOL
so scary man...
and others country too...

The ice mountain keep on melting everyday...
will 2012 is really the end of the world??
I hope nooooo
coz I have alot of things haven do ><

Moment Of Truth

Wow! Whole day din't on9 until now 8:16pm only on9 XD
today really is a tiring day for me =)
Finally today I went to cut my hair LOL
wait for sooo long,
finally the day is coming XD
and...I had straighten my hair once again ><
Well, I hope i'm not going to straighten my hair again
I don't want to waste parent money again
I sooo fed up of this...
but...what to do???
My hair is curly =(
I wish my hair can be like others
silky hair, straight hair...
and no need to waste alot of money on the hair...
but...it always wont goes what we want...
so...I choose to straighten my hair once again ><
I SWEAR, THIS IS THE LAST TIME I STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR!!
I hope I can keep this in my faith...
I felt so bad used parent slot of money ><
I sat at the salon there about 4 hours...
omg...my leg hv no strengh to walk already...

WAAA...I finally saw the sun today LOL
It has been cloudy for 2 weeks...
haha
and...i'm going to Mid Valley on this thursday with my friend
we are going to WATCH 2012!! Finally my wish comes true XD
Anyway, thanks to Li Ting's sister..
she help us to buy the tickets =)

I'm Sorry, I Cant Be Perfect

Suppose i'm going for cut hair today but...
i'm having organ test in the afternoon 4pm
sooo cancel...coz I have to practise more...


I'm Crazy practise yesterday and today...
but...when I reach there...
i'm super duper panic LOL
I don't know what to panic about?
but i'm so panic...


i reach there early half and hour...
and then I took the form and wait to my turn...
omg...time flies so fast
so fast 4pm already
and it's my turn...


The examiner was sooooo friendly
haha...
but i'm not do so well in this exam =(
I scare that I cant get at least a pass this time =(
and it also will wasted parent money to let me learn music...


Before ME ...
is a girl, I still remember her...altough we don't know each other
She is one of my teacher's student..
that time...she was same grade with me, Grade 4..
but now...she's Grade 6 or....Grade 7.....
i'm not sure but i'm sure she is higher grade than me =)
LOL


When she finished her exam..
I saw her went out from the room
she looks sooo confidence...
but i'm not =(


after finished my exam ..
i went back home..
on the way home, i set in the car
and my father asked me
"how wad it?"
i said " i'm not doing soo well this time"
and he said "I knew that, even school exams you also cant get good result and I think your cousin same age with you, she will get many A's in her PMR"


Yea...I admit that i'm not good in anything...
I want to be perfect too
but I had tried and put my effort on it
but they don't know..they tought I just playing around, don't care at all but i'm NOT...
and I still cant do it best =(
I know i'm not good in anything
I'm sorry, I cant be perfect on how you want I to be...

I Should Be Thankful On What I Have

It seem November gonna end at 8 more days...
Christmas is around the corner!!
but...
Christmas is just a normal day for me =(
1 more thing is...maybe before or after the christmas i'll get my PMR RESULT!! lol
after this....the holidyas is gonna end and starting to a new YEAR!
WOW, time flies so fast...it doesn't stop and wouldn't wait for you...
Back to topic =)
Nothing happen today..
I just stayed in the house surfing net and practising my songs as usual coz tomorrow i'm having EXAM!!
Anyway, I have to GAMBATE!!
Well, i'm gonna cut hair tomorrow
and...i'm so sorry that use alot of money from my parent =(
HAHA...tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me =)
ya, it's good for me coz at least I can have things to do and not doing anythings the whole day
just look at the sky see the times flying without doing anything else!!
My mom helps me fix back my pant...
I din't wear this pants since I form 1 i think...not sure
coz the rubber spoil already..
and my mom is free today so she helps me to fix it =)
thanks mom =)
Pictures will be upload soon...

I'm Sorry...

Was went to SS24 Taman Megah Food Court ate my dinner with my family

except my brother coz he went out with his friends

Ather that, we went to Kelana Gaint to buy some things

when we reach there we saw outside the Gaint they have sells some clothes form Thailand

my mom and I went there and look at it...and both of us buy a cloth...

we went there about 7pm and we went back at 9pm LOL

we shop 2 hours there...

my leg ...T_T kinda pain...

I qucklly testing my new cloth when i reach my house

I noticed that It not soo suitable for me T_T

haiz...gonna wasted tat RM15

i'm so sorry about that..

Well I just wore awhile only maybe...next time will be nicer??

I hope so....

What We Really Want?

November...
not much to remember..
you were not inside

December...
change in the wheather
you were by my side...

Love...
it's all we want...
love, love...it's all we need
it's all that we really want..

No matter...
where the day goes
I know your close by..
changes in the season..it's just what's required..

Love...
it's all we want
love, love..
it's all we need
it's all that we really want... x2

YEAH~ love, love, love, love ...
It's what we want...
It's what we want...
It's what we really need... x2

YEAH~ love...
it's what we want...
it's what we really want...
yeah~~ LOVE...

HAHAHA...up there is a song's lyrics...
sang by Adam Lambert
the song's name is "Want"
It's a nice song for me =)
This is the latest song from Adam Lambert...and many more la but I just likes this song much XD
I found this song at Youtube yesterday coz I was damn bored >< so searching for some songs
and...I found this song XD
I cant download it now coz it haven out the link to download yet ><
anyway, I just have to w8..

Winter Season

Winter season...
but Malaysia is a tropical rainforest country
don't have snow
AWWW...sad case  =(
I don't even see and touch the real snow...except in the TV
How it's feel like??

Now is the month of winter season

everyday will rain around 1;30pm untillllll evening

Kinda cold =)

but it's not a bad thing...

well, it wont so hot like BURNING !!

I like winter season rather thn others season

because I like cold =DD
one more thing is...this means mysterious XD ( 4 me only )

and I...still have the same feeling ><

moody and bored.....lol

and...i'm kinda worry about next year...

i'm choosing acc class but thn

it only have a class is acc class, the 101th class LOL

and many ppl gonna go 4 acc clas ><

I scare that I will get bad result and thn...i'll be kick out of the class and goes 4 a class that suitable with my result...

Anyway, don't think too much be4 the result is coming out

Accuatelly, i'm gonna went 4 cut hair today

but my brother "fong fei gei" lol

ya, I know they very busy =)

sooo wad I can do now is only wait...
By the way...I feel my english suckszzz ><

Grin And Bear It

Oh yea...well, I woke up at about 10 o'clock in the morning...
as usual, I will on my computer =)
as usual also I will on my facebook XD
But....I kinda feel sad LOL
and I think about the pass...
all of us live in the sin
everyone will at least lies to a person once a day
but...some ppl said it's a sin to tell a lie
Is it true???
nah,,,,it depends on wad  lie isn't it?
Aiks><
I hope my blog will be like others 1
full of pictures =(
but...I cant transfer pictures to my computer ><
and many things more...
yea...things wont goes wad we want all the time ryte?
It's no good to moaning all the time...moaning to much it also wont change the fate..

Which way I should go??

Am I going to a right way or....going to a wrong way??

A Moment Like This

Awww...so boring ><
below here, I had upload my pictures =)
but this is some old pictures...
I don't know why I cant transfer pictures from my phone to computer...nah...nvm I will upload it soon =)

nah....this look like ghost ><

eww...ugly ryte?

My brother said that my this pictures look like ghost

hahaha...

and this...

                                            

My eyes is small ><

many people said that my eyes look like an ALIEN ... coz it sooo far apart

and some said me that my eyes is " mata sepet" << ( in malay )

I hope I have big eyes...

and...

I hope that I can c the view cleary without a specticles

sometimes..

I imagine that one day I can c the view cleary without a SPECTICLES !

Useless...

I feel that i'm sooo useless ><
because today my parent went to work as usual
and just me left stay in the house
around 11:30am suddenlly "ding dong...ding dong..."
somebody is ding dong my house
and i go and look at it at the door hole lol
i saw a guy smoking but his taking out a letter, something like that
I don't know whether he is sendding something to my father or....
so I don't dare to open the door ><
and then, i saw him writting something then put at the door there
after he went away so i open the door and take the paper look at it LOL
i regret that I din't open the door just now he is sedding a document to my father zzz
and now have to ma fan my dad to go there to take the document
I'm useless ryte??
wad to scare for??
I don't know...

Lazy Mood

It has been rainning whole day yesterday...
damn cold man... ><
It not so hot today but I feel damn damn lazy
whole morning face computer nothing to do ><
not that I don't have anything to do
just because i'm sooo lazy today...
I don't have mood to do anything LOL
I din't even sweap and mop the floor WAKAKKAAKK
wad a boring life...everyday morning wake up then eat , face computer, pratice songs, do housework, watch tv, JUMPING AROUND LIKE CRAZY haha ( just want to be tall a little bit more =] ) and simpan baju, li pat baju ...
Yea...this is my life LOL
computer is my best partner ><
I will die because of boredness when I don't have computer HAHA! Sometimes is bored too but at least not that bored...
Sound like crazy? No... but it's true =)

Random Talks

Haiz ><
damnnnnnnnnnn bored here...
want to find a ppl to chat
but...
there's nobody can chat..
some of them busy
some of them away
some chat awahile thn nothing to chat...
some of them........I din't even knw them ><
and I tought that added many ppl in msn I wont be bored anymore
but who knows ><
I hope someone can chat with me =(

Haiz...ya...theres nothing I can say
just a word, haiz ><
i'm seriously a lonely person zzz
y i say so?
everyday face the wall day dreaming
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no ppl can talk 2...feel empty

Aiks...no money now
no work somemore ><
I want to buy a contex lens but I don't dare to tell my dad LOL
and...and...
want to go to Sungai Wang but...transpot have problem ...
zzz ..
aiks...want many things but...feel use parent alot of money no good ><
so better wait when I got $$$$$ only buy sukup cukup MUAHAHAHAhaha...

Rainny Day

Ranning today early in the morning
It's good because it wont be soo hot today

haha

Suppose today I will go 2 Mid Valley with friends

but....at the end I din't go

because I scare that I will cut hair today..

and if I say I wanna go out with friends

and it will cancel again ><

I asked my brother many times that whether I will go cut hair tomorrow or...at Wednesday

but...he din't answer me LOL

I try to asked my dad this morning that I want to go out with friends but...it's too late

haha I late woke up today,

he went out to work already...

Bluemood

I don't know why i'm feeling upset now =="

and...

I don't know how to express my feelings...

many things runs through my head ><

ok then, I have to sleep now

feel kinda sleepy

gd9 =)

Exams ...

Haiz...

exam is around the corner

i mean my music exam, organ test =)

9 days to go...

T_T kinda scary

imma crazzy pratising and pratising and pratising...

somemore the examiners is an england guy

OMGosh! make me more scare haha

kinda mafan is those who taking exam must wear jeans and a collar t-shirt ><

short pants, singlet or even T-SHIRT ( I mean casual t-shirt ) are not allow to wear

no manners if u wear this when u meet the examiners from England...

Anyway, I have to GAMBATE!!!

New Aquarium

My father had bought a new aquarium...
this aquarium 3 feet LONG...
ok, accuatully not that big and long la but put in my small house look kinda big XD
Besides that we sitll have the 2nd aquarium =)
but this 1 is a small aquarium
my father decided to put some small fish ... but we haven buy small fishes
and...
we had decorate both aquarium =D
looks nice XD
We have to change it to a bigger aquarium because the OSCAR FISH is getting bigger and bigger day by day!!!

I Hope...

So many new movies are coming out!!
I hope I can watch it =)

I had watched PANDORUM with my friends few weeks ago...

HAHA...this movie scared me, I mean the sounds kinda scary

it made me jump up from the chair

LOLZZZ...

but lucky less ppl in the cinema that time, nobody saw muahahhaahaha...

I like this movie =)

AND....AND....AND...

This 2 movies looks nice to watch - Jennifer's Body & 2012

I hope I have the change to watch it!
2012 are AWSOME...

A Trip At Kuala Lumpur

Aiks ><

last 3 days my class and another class had a trip at Kuala Lumpur

we had visited MUZIUM, ISTANA NEGARA and...and...(lol still got a place but I forget the place's name already)

and...

i had capture some pictures but I don't know why I can't transfer it to the computer

hermm...something wrong already

Nvm...

I will upload the pictures soon =)

Class Party

I went to school with all my friends today for the class party

When we reach there, we sat at the canteen there waiting for the class party to start

While we waiting we were chatting all around

and eat some food

We wait for so long and yet we only know that today our class don't have class party ><

except one of the A class

and...

we can't take the school magazine today

we have to wait until next year ><

after that we sat shool bus went home

kinda bored today

but I feel happy because today is the last day we going to school, tomorrow onwards we start our holidays!

[YEAH!]

At The Middle Of The Night

While i using the computer...
suddenllly...my phone rang...
Pui yen called said that tomorrow is class party
and...we have to go because we had paid the money ><

and...
I can't cut hair tomorrow...
because the time is crushing...
so I have to cancel it =(

Kinda dissapointed
but...
I will go cut on next week =)
ok then, i'm gonna sleep now
haha tomorrow have to wake up early
good night :)

Skip School

I din't went to school today

just stay in the house

wad a bored day ><

and....

i start my holidays today wakakaka

today the wheather was so gd but a little bit hot

k then, i'll write until here c ya =)

The First Time

OMG! I cant believe that i create a blog ><

Well, I don't have a habit of writting diarry as well as blog...

This is the first time i'm writting a blog YUUHOO

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After finished PMR...

really have nothing to do ><

haha

tomorrow is my class and another class turn to have a trip

we will visits several place at KL

like MUZIUM NEGARA & others...

Accuatully, is a very bored trip but it's free lol

& all of friends will be going.

Hopefully tomorrow will a nice day =)